Chapter 22

M7amad agreed about giving me a mobile! When he told me ok I started to cry!! But he said..

 

*La ashoufech tsaween shay ghala6 3ashan ma tshoufeen a mobile again w tara hal suwalef mu zaina kella kharabee6 la t9adgeen a7ad..*

 

Shqa9da? 3an elboys! Hmm I know shnu uhma bas I think khaled ghair 3anhum kelehum<3 he's one of a kind! He loves me and he'll never cheat at me!

 

Tomorrow khaled will come back I'm really exited to know what he said when he saw me in atlantis!

 

Me and my cousins decided to hang out..

 

 

Yes this Is the time eley agdar agoul 7ag deema 3an eley 9ar!

 

We went to the avenues.. We Did crazy things! Talking funny photos, played bowling and more!!<3 it was a day to remember

Deema will sleep over.. Can't wait to tell her mafeeny 9aber ma a7eb akhesh 3anha ay shay!

 

 

Around 10:00 pm came back to home..

 

 

I told deema what happened in details..kel ma agoul shay tred tgouly *omg-ay shay-ooh* a7eb her reaction<3

 

We talked about many things that happened when wasn't here.. And I'm counting the hours for khaled!

 

Deema was opening her facebook..

Me: weddy ashouf his account and his pictures

Deema: 3endch elpassword?

Me: eeh I save it bel hotmail

Deema: khal net6amash *laughing*

Me: bedayat'ha teth7keen khala9 maby awareech

Deema: kel hathaa 3shan khaloudyy





So I opened his account and saw his pictures, 6ab3an deema bas ga3da w t3aleq! Awal shay en9admat men shakla tewaqe3at he's WOW! Then shafat funny pictures..





After that shefna his friends and family pictures..
My eyes stopped at Latifa AL-XXXXX




We saw her pictures, met7ajba, baitha, mamlou7a, stylish..




Me: tetwaqe3ain ykalemha

Deema: yemken his cousin

Me: madry

Deema: etha uhwa ra7 ykhaly 3enda girls akeed ma ra7 ya36eech his password

Me: let's check mnu her friends





Dana Al-XXXX
Lulu Al-XXXX


these are my old friends!!




I sign in.. In khaled's email and find Latifa is there! And her topic was *erja3 yakfey gheyab w redeley 7alan* wth? Ashkara t7eb khaled!!




I was really angry and deema tried to calm me down..





I woke up @11:00 am





Thinking that khaled is back to kuwait!..
I went and washed my face and had breakfast with deema..




After few hours khaled sign in and talked to me!
Aby akalma w a3aref etha 9ij 3erafny wela la2! Maybe 7asbala another girl not me..



A7ebk laih ana madry[K] says:
Welcome back<3 tawa ma nawerat elkuwait;*


La t9adeg a3eesh denya 7beeby enta mu feeha! says:
Bwejoudech 7beebty;* miss you!


A7ebk laih ana madry[K] says:
More:( how's dubai?


La t9adeg a3eesh denya 7beeby enta mu feeha! says:
Atlantis was the best tadreen laish?<3


A7ebk laih ana madry[K] says:
Hehe laish?:p


La t9adeg a3eesh denya 7beeby enta mu feeha! says:
A7laa youm b7ayaty lama sheftech 9edfa<3 a7ebech!!


A7ebk laih ana madry[K] says:
Afasheel:'(


La t9adeg a3eesh denya 7beeby enta mu feeha! says:
7asafa ma sheftech men gabel:s I liked your tattoo<3


A7ebk laih ana madry[K] says:
Awh thankyou:$




We chatted in details about everything..Deema left and I'm still talking with khaled..




After few days..



Ma bayant 7ag khaled eny met'thayga aw shayla bkha6ry 3alaih.. 7etta ma getla 3an LATIFA!:)




I was checking khaled's email daily.. And see if latifa wrote something or not.. Ma aby athlem khaled lazem at2akkad..




I knew about latifa that she's at my age, and her bday in october.. I decided to wait until I know more about what's happening..





Whaaaat?!! Khaled's picture! Ashkaraaa:)




Ma tewaqa3t hal shay men khaled!! A7ebbaa laish ysawey feeny chethe! He's a player? How come!! 24 hours ykalemny, we3adny ena ma y7eb ghairy, kalama kan kela chetheb eb chetheb? Lay hal daraja ana ma 3eraft ena ma y7ebny w ga3ed ykhounyy!




After 10 days..



It's latifa's birthday..



Kel youm ymer w ana met'thayga, asoulef weya khaled chena mafeeh shay!



I came back from school and checked khaled facebook..



He told her happy birthday!:)




I added her in msn in my other email..



xxxx@hotmail.com says:
Happy birthday latifa;* enjoy your day<3


BIRTHDAY GIRL:$ says:
Thanks I will<3

we talked for a while..


xxxx@hotmail.com says:
Happy birthday latifa;* enjoy your day<3


BIRTHDAY GIRL:$ says:
Thanks I will<3

Soulafna shway, estaghrabt laish ma s2elatny ana mnu!


xxxx@hotmail.com says:
Ma se2alteeny ana mnu:p


BIRTHDAY GIRL:$ says:
Ee sa7 minu?:p


xxxx@hotmail.com says:
Bas2elch su2al b3adha ra7 agoulech ok?

BIRTHDAY GIRL:$ says:
Ok

xxxx@hotmail.com says:
T3arfeen khaled al-xxxx


BIRTHDAY GIRL:$ says:
Ee he's my friend laish?


xxxx@hotmail.com says:
Men meta?

BIRTHDAY GIRL:$ says:
Taqreeban 1 year




Aaah 7elww 1 year?:)




xxxx@hotmail.com says:
Aha

BIRTHDAY GIRL:$ says:
Agoulech shay, he's my boyfriend bas ma7ad yadry


 

Chapter 21

 

 

I'm confused! Did he knew who I am or not? This is the question that I really wanted to know! Right now he's standing beside me and I'm covered with a towel.. if I could say that I'm ashamed is not enough!

 

7ady meftashla! I can't do anything.. Ok 9ij eny kent aby ashoufa bas mu bhal 6areeqa! Still ma adry etha uhwa 3erafny wella la2!

 

 

Wegaf warana 5 minutes w ra7 shwaya b3eed.. Ma kent agdar ashouf wain ra7 3ashan ma7ad yshek eny ga3da adawer a7ad..

 

 

 

Finally omar's corn is done.. We made our way to the rooms so we can change our swimsuits..

 

 

W e7na ga3deen namshy 3eraft ena khaled and his cousin yousef warana..

 

 

Ga3da amshy w faj2a sera7t.. Kan fey 7ufra gh9eera ma sheft'ha wela at3archab!!

 

Laa2 kafyy mu jedam khaled kel hatha y9eer! Ya3ny Lazem atfashaal!:)

 

Khaled and yousef meshaw jedamna laf wayha 3alay and gave me a smile!!

 

My face is turning red! Jaad elwath3 yfasheel

 

 

We went to our rooms khaled 7awal yedkhal weyana in the same elevator bas ma kaffa!

 

 

While I'm walking bnafs ela7tha I remembered a song bel thab6 nafs eley 9ar weyay!

Abdulmajeed Abdullah- 9udfa


من لمحته بعيد يمشي فز قلبي قلت اعرفه ..
يوم انا قربت منه هذا خلي هذا وصفه ..
بعد ماطول غيابه التقينا دون موعد ..
واحلى شي ان الحگايه گلها صدفه في صدفه ..
ماني مصدق عيوني هذا خلي ولا غيره ..
فرحتي الليله بوجودگ يا بعد عمري گبيره...
أحلى صدفه في حياتي يوم قابلتگ و شفتگ ..
ماگذب من قال ان الدنيا ياعمري صغيره ..
غبت عن عيني ولگن مانقص قدرگ بقلبي ..
تدري انگ وانت غايب زاد من شوقي وحبي ..
قالوا الي يغيب ويبعد قدره ينقص في غيابه ..
وانا قدرگ عندي واحد وانت غايب ولا قريبي ..
صاير احلى وصاير اجمل من قبل مليون مره ..
گل ماشافگ تمنى منگ انته بس نظره ..
شوف نفسگ في عيوني وانت تعرف سر جمالگ ..
ولا اقولگ مافي داعي عن جمالگ انت ادرى ..
يالله سولف لي تگلم حيل مشتاق لگلامگ ..
ابتسم لي ياعساني گل فدوى لبتسامگ ..
قول امرني تدلل وانا تحت امرگ وحاضر ..
الله لا يحرمني من طيبگ معاي ومن غرامي..

 

 

 

This day was the best in my whole life!! A7la 9edfaa<3

 

After two days we want back to kuwait, I wanted to stay more! Maybe I'll see khaled again!:D

 

The first day past quickly while the other two days was horrible!! I'm missing khaled a lot..

 

Thaya3t wagty bel noum 3ashan ma a7es bel wagt bedouna! Jaad my life ma teswa shay men ghair khaled<3

 

I thought about talking to my mom about giving me a mobile! She didn't accept what I said at all and told me *rou7ay kalmay m7amad*

 

 

Ana arou7 akalem m7amad about getting a mobile? A9lan ana ma akalma bas asalem 3alaih men lama 6agney:)

 

 

I went to talk to him, I know the answer will be no! But I'll never give up and I will ask for it all the time!

Chapter 20

 

 

The days was passing quickly! Kel youm ymer 3alay a7la men eley gabla! No tears and no fear anymore..

 

khaled is steeling my life with him! Like no one else is in my life except him<3 I loved the way he thinks and tries to show me how much he love me! He proved his love with everything he can and I started to trust him and feel save.

 

7/7/2010..

 

Deema came to me while everyone in the wedding.. we chatted for hours.. 6ab3an ana ma3ndy salfa ghair khaled!

 

 

While we're chatting the laptop was beside me and she's holding her mobile and each one of us in another world..

 

La t9adeg a3eesh denya 7beeby enta mu feeha! says:
Rawany<3
A7ebk laih ana madry[K] says:
3younha

La t9adeg a3eesh denya 7beeby enta mu feeha! says:
Teslamly 3younhaa;*
Weddy asma3 9outech:(
Bas etha hal shay ythaygech ensay eny getlch

Hmm what's shall I say! Me too weddy asma3 9outa!! Bas akhaf yet3awad;s

Me: dayoum

Deema: hala

Me: chaykay khaloud shnu galy

 

I showed her our conversation..

 

Deema: ra7 tdgeen? *she was surprised*

Me: madry weddy

Deema: yalla fur9a mafeeh a7ad bel bait

Me: adeg?

Deema: eeh bas gouleela ena mu kel mara

Me: ok

A7ebk laih ana madry[K] says:
Wallah madry shnu agoulek
Ok bas it's the first and the last

La t9adeg a3eesh denya 7beeby enta mu feeha! says:
Elley yray7ech;*
Thankyou 7beebty<3

A7ebk laih ana madry[K] says:
Ur welcome;*
What's ur number?

La t9adeg a3eesh denya 7beeby enta mu feeha! says:
xxxxxxxx waiting:$

I quickly ran to take the house phone to hear his voice!!

 

Deema: shway shway la t6ee7een *laughing*

 

I took a deep breath and called him..

My heartbeats are getting faster!


Once I heard * aloo * my face turned red!!

Deema: Yalla rawan redday 3alaih don't be silent and shy *whispering*

 

Me: alo *full of shyness*

Khaled: shlounch

Me: zaina w enta

Khaled: tamam

We kept silent for 3 minutes




Khaled: rawan

Me: hala

Khaled: kelsh ma tewqa3t ench terthain mashkoura

Me: el3afu

 

Our conversation was stupid!! But I was extremely happy:D also his voice was amazing:$

 

After 30 minutes we ended our first call!
We had some subject to talk about and then laughed!

Deema was laughing on how I'm acting and how my face looks!

 

Me: waay ma a9adeg

Deema: haha laish

Me: madry a7es chena mu 9ij

Deema: kel hal wanasa la2nch sema3tay 9outa *laughing*

 

La t9adeg a3eesh denya 7beeby enta mu feeha! says: Rawany I love you!

A7ebk laih ana madry[K] says:
Love you too
La t9adeg a3eesh denya 7beeby enta mu feeha! says: I'm really happy! Thanks a lot
Your voice<3

A7ebk laih ana madry[K] says: :$

 
This day was special! It's was our first call and I'll never forget it! It's the begging of everything..

 

Before I got to sleep.. I remember every single world he said and smile:D

 

Days passed with the same routine.. But the different is that  every day I love khaled more and more! Usually he's in my dreams!<3

Every day I miss his beautiful voice<3 bas maby yet3awad 3ala elcalls.

 

So now I usually call him one time for more than a week!

This summer is the best! I did everything that I want hanging out with cousins, sleep overs with friends, parties..and khaled is enough for a great summer:D

The 3eed is coming so we're travelling to dubai, I didn't mentioned this to khaled until it's left only one week

 

I'm sad of this news because I can't talk to him while I'm travelling! I wish I had my mobile back!!

 

La t9adeg a3eesh denya 7beeby enta mu feeha! says:
7yaty can I travel in eid?

Cutee! Yesta2then mennyy<3

 

A7ebk laih ana madry[K] says:
Sure 7beeby;*
I'm travelling the first day

La t9adeg a3eesh denya 7beeby enta mu feeha! says:
9ij wain?

A7ebk laih ana madry[K] says:
Dubai and you?

La t9adeg a3eesh denya 7beeby enta mu feeha! says: Me too! Bas mafeeh ela 2nd day
A7ebk laih ana madry[K] says:
Great! Have fun<3

La t9adeg a3eesh denya 7beeby enta mu feeha! says: You too;*

 

This week I called khaled twice and it's passed quickly I didn't want it to finish I will miss khaled<3

 

I called him 3 hours before the flight we talked until mama told me that we have to go now!

 

It's hard to say goodbye! Even though it's just few days!

All the time I was thinking of him!

First day I went to ski dubai and had a great time there! The second day we went to Dubai mall had lunch there and then went for shopping it was very crowded and I was hoping to see khaled since he came here! The day passed without seeing him!

 

In the third day we went to atlantis, had our breakfast and then played with the dolphins<3..
After that we went for the aquaventure.. Had a lot of fun! And I'm also hopping to see khaled! I'm searching for him everywhere.. It's 6:00 pm we have to go.. Even today I didn't see him! Omar said he want corn we waited until it's finished.. While we are waiting I turned my head to see where is shahad and she's beside me. suddenly! I heard someone's sleepers is stopping beside us! I turned around and I saw khaled was staring at me! and I recognised that I'm putting a towel around me! Omg!!! Fashlaa 3erafny wela laa2 enshallah laa2 7ady afashel!!