Chapter 23

BIRTHDAY GIRL:$ says:
Agoulech shay, he's my boyfriend bas ma7ad yadry

xxxx@hotmail.com says:
Shloun?? He's mine!

BIRTHDAY GIRL:$ says:
Ma adryy, add me bbm better 26XXXXXX
xxxx@hotmail.com says:
Ok

 

I changed my display picture 3ashan ma t3aref shakly aw tkoun shayfatny men gabel..

 

I think she wanted to add me to be sure I'm not kidding with her.

 

 

Latifa Al-XXXXX:
Intay mit2akda?

Rawan Al-XXXX:
Yes!

Latifa Al-XXXXX:
Ana ou khaled 9arlena one year n7eb ba3ath shloun tyeen tgouleley ena he's yours!:)

Rawan Al-XXXX:
wain tkalmeena?

Latifa Al-XXXXX:
Bbm, sometimes phone

Rawan Al-XXXX:
Aha:)

 

 

We asked each other about many things, she insists that he loves her..

 

While I'm talking to her, elkalam mu rathy you9al akeed she's calling khaled!

 

 

At the same time I took the house phone and I called khaled..

 

*Please wait the customer you are calling is connected to another call*

 

Shnu abyy daleeel akthar men hathaa??

Khaled: aloo *sleepy voice*

Me: shouf khaled ana bas aby agoulek kelmetain w ra7 aseda, allah ywafgek, bye

 

 

Until now he doesn't know my number.. So he can't call me at all!

 

Latifa gave me her number and told me to call her!

 

I immediately called her and we had a small conversation, she talks as if she's the loved one, and I was controlling my anger as much as I can!

 

Shocked! Shocked! Shocked!

 

Can't imagine what's happening!! she's talking and I wanted to replay at her but the words aren't going out from my mouth! 

 

 

 

 

Khaled talked to me in msn, as if he knew everything.. Latifa ma ga9erat told him kel shay!:)

 

 

 

 

lat9adeg a3eesh denya 7beeby enta mu feeha! says

Rawan eley entay fehameta kela ghala6
Let me tell you the truth

 

A7ebk laih ana madry[K] says:
As if I don't know about anything 9a7!
Khala9 khaled leave me alone I hate you khalek weya 7abeebat galbek latifa;*
Wela shdarak belly 9ar akeed ehya galatlek kel shay w ashkara gabel shway lama dagait w kan waiting kent tkalemha

La t9adeg a3eesh denya 7beeby enta mu feeha! says:
Rawan ana ma a7ebha she's a friend w tadry eny a7ebch! Ana ma adry laish sawat chetheA7ebk laih ana madry[K] says:Don't lie!! Sawat chethe la2nha t7ebek, wela ma tadry? Lama kent msafer kela takteb topics about you, tsawey like in facebook, t7e6 your picture in msn! Shnu eley ma tabeeny a9adga 3egub kel hatha? Kent adry men zeman bas al7een te2akkadt lama kalamt'ha w enta 6ela3t wa7ed ma testahal wa7da weffeya nafsy 7aram 3alaik wallah 3ashamtny feek wenta 6ela3t tel3ab 3alay! Anyways thanks 3ala kel shay bbye

*appeared offline*




Latifa still there in bbm, but we didn't talk.




I can't express my hatred towards khaled and latifa!



Men kether el9adma I didn't cry! The tears aren't going out from my eyes! Kan weddy a9arekh bas lama elwa7ed yen9dem he stop!and can't do anything!




After few hours latifa apologized!



Lol is it funny?




Latifa Al-XXXXX:
Sorry rawan I didn't mean what I said, ma kan qasdy afarig bainkum:c allah ywafgech weyah;*

Rawan Al-XXXXX:
Lool 3ayal shqa9dech?





LOL! Awal shay tgouly he's mine, and now tgouly sorry w allah ywafgech weyah?



after few minutes khaled called me..



WHAAT? He's calling my number!! Aham shay ena latifa gave him my number:)



Should I answer him or not?



He kept calling more than 3 times but I didn't answer him.



I'm confused when latifa apologized to me? Shnu galaha khaled eley khalaha te3tether wela men nafs'ha?




Tomorrow I have a test! How can I study and many things are in mind! I can't stop thinking..




Wain khaled eley y7ebny men galba? We3adny ena ma ykalem ghairy! 24 hours akalma.. Al7een akteshef ena y7eb ghairy? More than a year! After that latifa tgouly sorry w allah ywafgech weyah! Mu gadra afham eley ga3ed y9eer..




after two hours..


I went to the living room just wanted to forget what's happened..



While I'm walking.. Everything is getting darker!


I can't see things like before it's soo dark and I'm hearing noises from the television I wanted to talk but I don't know why I didn't!



I opened my eyes.. But I'm not in the living room, I'm in the hospital:)



Ga3da a7es eb alam bas ma adry men shnu!



Yousef was behind me sleeping in the chair..





Me: yousef

Yousef: halaa rawan el7mdellah 3ala elsalama

Me: why I'm here

Yousef: 6e7tay ghashyana w eedech enkasrat

Me: omg kel hatha 9ar, enzain yalla khal nred elbaiit

Yousef: elyoum ra7 tnameen hney w bacher te6l3een




Ge3adt at'thakar what's happened! And what khaled&latifa said, and started to connect things together..




When I talked to fahad I loved him but mu kether ma 7abait khaled! KHALED STOLE MY HEART! Laish lama akoun weffeya weya a7ad ye6la3 ykhouny?.. fahad chathabt 3alaih w still y7ebny.. 10 months wala sheft mena shay ghala6! 9ij ena al7een ykalem sara bas ma a7es ena y7ebha kethry..




7asait allah ga3ed y3aqebny 3ala eley swaita eb fahad.. Shloun kan y7ebny w khalaita..


"kama tudeen TUDAN"




After 3 days..



Khaled was calling me daily and sending msgs and I didn't answer him at all.



When I wrote *hospital* in the personal massage latifa said salamat 3asa ma shar! I don't know shnu nawya 3alaih hal ensana!



I went again to the hospital to take a medical report for the school..



Kan 7ail za7ma..
& I was alone chatting in bbm..




An unknown number is calling..
Maybe it's one of my friends or the school?





Me: aloo

..: salamat 7beebty matshoufeen shar

Me: allah ysalmek





It's khaled!!!:)





Khaled: laish adg 3alaich ma tredeen fey kalam lazem t3arfeena

Me: khaled ana mu fathya al7een lama ared elbait y9eer khair

Khaled: laish wainech

Me: hospital

Khaled: ok bas throury akalmech w la tfakreen ench t'hedeeny la2ny a7ebch

Me: bbye

Khaled: bye





Ana bafham latifa kel shay trou7 tgoula 7ag khaled? Wela uhwa shloun 3eraf!




After 10 minutes..


Ana mnazla rasy asoulef in my mobile..
Faj2a lema7t someone is wearing orange t-shirt..
At the same time my heartbeats is getting faster! Wth?
Refa3t rasy wela khaled is sitting in front of me in the chair! :)
I gave him a stare that's full of hatred and hold my mobile again.




When I came back home I didn't call him..
6ab3an kan la7egny lay baitna :)




After 5 minutes he called me..





Me: shouf ya khaled! awal shay hal 7arakat elsakheefa la t3eedha, thany shay I hate youu! Fa khala9 la t2atheeny kel shway dag 3alay mu kafy 6oul hal fatra kent tchatheb 3alay shtaby menny! a9lan e7med rabek eny ma kabart elsalfa


Khaled: please khaleeny awathe7lech.. kel eley galeta latifa ghala6. A3tref eny ghela6t bas mu ma3nata eny 7abait'ha w ga3d al3ab 3alaich methel ma entay ga3da tfakreen. She's less than a friend 3eraft'ha lama ur parents kanaw makhtheen ur laptop kent kela asouleflaha 3anech.. Ba3dain gamat wayed tsoulef weyay.. Sawatly add bbm w bas.. E3terbt'ha methel ekhty w kela asoulef 3anech akher shay an9edm enha gaylatlech chethe? Wallah 6a7at men 3ainy.. Lama kalamteeha ehya dagat 3alay w galatly ena you asked her about me ehya tadry eny ma a7ebha bas madry laish galatlech chethe! Ma galatley enha galatlech ena I love her w men hal kalam kanat ga3da t2alef.. Ba3dain lama dgaitay w gelteely allah ywafgek 3eraft fey shay ghala6 bel mawthou3.. Kalamat latifa again w e3tartaf bkel shay 3a9abt 3alaiha w atwqa3 enha te2assefat w galatlech el9ij.. Wallah ya rawan low entay mu ghalya 3alay chan ma ge3adt adg 3alaich kel youm w a7awel ou9alech b2ay 6areeqa ana ma abeech tefhemeeny ghala6 wala aby akhserch 9a7 ana ghal6an 7agech 3alay kel eley weddy feeh ench tsam7eeny w ma takhtheen bkha6rech I love you w allah yesh'had shkether a3ezzech.


Me: shloun tabeeny a9adgek 3gub eley 9ar? Al7een ana ma a3aref etha enta ga3ed tchatheb 3alay wela la2..bshnu ga9art ma3ak feeh 3ashan trou7 tkalem ghairy kel wagty lek!!



And I started to cry!!!



Khaled: rawan ana asef please don't cry wallaah adry eny ghal6an aseeef 3asany amout al7een etha knt ga3da achatheb 3alaich, maly khlg shay kela ga3ed afaker shloun ashra7lech 7ata madresa mu ga3ed adawem ma aby athgha6 3alaich akthar.. Al7een erta7ay w fakray 3adel I'm waiting love you.

Me: byee

Khaled: bye




I don't know a9adga wela la2! Bas still I love him.. Akeed uhwa y7ebny wela laish ga3ed yet2assaf?




After one week..



Everyday khaled calls me and ask if I'm good or not..I asked latifa some questions about khaled and she said * ay shay tabeen t3arfeena rou7ay se2leeh uhwa * RUDE!!!



Khaled tried everything so I can forgive him.. And I did! My heart is still with him I can't imagine my life without him every problem has a solution..



I deleted latifa from bbm and blocked her in msn. But I can't delete her from my mind!




This is the first time that I hate a person. And I think that she deserve it.



And this is the first problem that we faced in our relationship.




After 2 days I added khaled in bbm..
Everything is getting like before.. He started to call me daily<3



We lived a great days full of love and happiness.

Chapter 22

M7amad agreed about giving me a mobile! When he told me ok I started to cry!! But he said..

 

*La ashoufech tsaween shay ghala6 3ashan ma tshoufeen a mobile again w tara hal suwalef mu zaina kella kharabee6 la t9adgeen a7ad..*

 

Shqa9da? 3an elboys! Hmm I know shnu uhma bas I think khaled ghair 3anhum kelehum<3 he's one of a kind! He loves me and he'll never cheat at me!

 

Tomorrow khaled will come back I'm really exited to know what he said when he saw me in atlantis!

 

Me and my cousins decided to hang out..

 

 

Yes this Is the time eley agdar agoul 7ag deema 3an eley 9ar!

 

We went to the avenues.. We Did crazy things! Talking funny photos, played bowling and more!!<3 it was a day to remember

Deema will sleep over.. Can't wait to tell her mafeeny 9aber ma a7eb akhesh 3anha ay shay!

 

 

Around 10:00 pm came back to home..

 

 

I told deema what happened in details..kel ma agoul shay tred tgouly *omg-ay shay-ooh* a7eb her reaction<3

 

We talked about many things that happened when wasn't here.. And I'm counting the hours for khaled!

 

Deema was opening her facebook..

Me: weddy ashouf his account and his pictures

Deema: 3endch elpassword?

Me: eeh I save it bel hotmail

Deema: khal net6amash *laughing*

Me: bedayat'ha teth7keen khala9 maby awareech

Deema: kel hathaa 3shan khaloudyy





So I opened his account and saw his pictures, 6ab3an deema bas ga3da w t3aleq! Awal shay en9admat men shakla tewaqe3at he's WOW! Then shafat funny pictures..





After that shefna his friends and family pictures..
My eyes stopped at Latifa AL-XXXXX




We saw her pictures, met7ajba, baitha, mamlou7a, stylish..




Me: tetwaqe3ain ykalemha

Deema: yemken his cousin

Me: madry

Deema: etha uhwa ra7 ykhaly 3enda girls akeed ma ra7 ya36eech his password

Me: let's check mnu her friends





Dana Al-XXXX
Lulu Al-XXXX


these are my old friends!!




I sign in.. In khaled's email and find Latifa is there! And her topic was *erja3 yakfey gheyab w redeley 7alan* wth? Ashkara t7eb khaled!!




I was really angry and deema tried to calm me down..





I woke up @11:00 am





Thinking that khaled is back to kuwait!..
I went and washed my face and had breakfast with deema..




After few hours khaled sign in and talked to me!
Aby akalma w a3aref etha 9ij 3erafny wela la2! Maybe 7asbala another girl not me..



A7ebk laih ana madry[K] says:
Welcome back<3 tawa ma nawerat elkuwait;*


La t9adeg a3eesh denya 7beeby enta mu feeha! says:
Bwejoudech 7beebty;* miss you!


A7ebk laih ana madry[K] says:
More:( how's dubai?


La t9adeg a3eesh denya 7beeby enta mu feeha! says:
Atlantis was the best tadreen laish?<3


A7ebk laih ana madry[K] says:
Hehe laish?:p


La t9adeg a3eesh denya 7beeby enta mu feeha! says:
A7laa youm b7ayaty lama sheftech 9edfa<3 a7ebech!!


A7ebk laih ana madry[K] says:
Afasheel:'(


La t9adeg a3eesh denya 7beeby enta mu feeha! says:
7asafa ma sheftech men gabel:s I liked your tattoo<3


A7ebk laih ana madry[K] says:
Awh thankyou:$




We chatted in details about everything..Deema left and I'm still talking with khaled..




After few days..



Ma bayant 7ag khaled eny met'thayga aw shayla bkha6ry 3alaih.. 7etta ma getla 3an LATIFA!:)




I was checking khaled's email daily.. And see if latifa wrote something or not.. Ma aby athlem khaled lazem at2akkad..




I knew about latifa that she's at my age, and her bday in october.. I decided to wait until I know more about what's happening..





Whaaaat?!! Khaled's picture! Ashkaraaa:)




Ma tewaqa3t hal shay men khaled!! A7ebbaa laish ysawey feeny chethe! He's a player? How come!! 24 hours ykalemny, we3adny ena ma y7eb ghairy, kalama kan kela chetheb eb chetheb? Lay hal daraja ana ma 3eraft ena ma y7ebny w ga3ed ykhounyy!




After 10 days..



It's latifa's birthday..



Kel youm ymer w ana met'thayga, asoulef weya khaled chena mafeeh shay!



I came back from school and checked khaled facebook..



He told her happy birthday!:)




I added her in msn in my other email..



xxxx@hotmail.com says:
Happy birthday latifa;* enjoy your day<3


BIRTHDAY GIRL:$ says:
Thanks I will<3

we talked for a while..


xxxx@hotmail.com says:
Happy birthday latifa;* enjoy your day<3


BIRTHDAY GIRL:$ says:
Thanks I will<3

Soulafna shway, estaghrabt laish ma s2elatny ana mnu!


xxxx@hotmail.com says:
Ma se2alteeny ana mnu:p


BIRTHDAY GIRL:$ says:
Ee sa7 minu?:p


xxxx@hotmail.com says:
Bas2elch su2al b3adha ra7 agoulech ok?

BIRTHDAY GIRL:$ says:
Ok

xxxx@hotmail.com says:
T3arfeen khaled al-xxxx


BIRTHDAY GIRL:$ says:
Ee he's my friend laish?


xxxx@hotmail.com says:
Men meta?

BIRTHDAY GIRL:$ says:
Taqreeban 1 year




Aaah 7elww 1 year?:)




xxxx@hotmail.com says:
Aha

BIRTHDAY GIRL:$ says:
Agoulech shay, he's my boyfriend bas ma7ad yadry


 

Chapter 21

 

 

I'm confused! Did he knew who I am or not? This is the question that I really wanted to know! Right now he's standing beside me and I'm covered with a towel.. if I could say that I'm ashamed is not enough!

 

7ady meftashla! I can't do anything.. Ok 9ij eny kent aby ashoufa bas mu bhal 6areeqa! Still ma adry etha uhwa 3erafny wella la2!

 

 

Wegaf warana 5 minutes w ra7 shwaya b3eed.. Ma kent agdar ashouf wain ra7 3ashan ma7ad yshek eny ga3da adawer a7ad..

 

 

 

Finally omar's corn is done.. We made our way to the rooms so we can change our swimsuits..

 

 

W e7na ga3deen namshy 3eraft ena khaled and his cousin yousef warana..

 

 

Ga3da amshy w faj2a sera7t.. Kan fey 7ufra gh9eera ma sheft'ha wela at3archab!!

 

Laa2 kafyy mu jedam khaled kel hatha y9eer! Ya3ny Lazem atfashaal!:)

 

Khaled and yousef meshaw jedamna laf wayha 3alay and gave me a smile!!

 

My face is turning red! Jaad elwath3 yfasheel

 

 

We went to our rooms khaled 7awal yedkhal weyana in the same elevator bas ma kaffa!

 

 

While I'm walking bnafs ela7tha I remembered a song bel thab6 nafs eley 9ar weyay!

Abdulmajeed Abdullah- 9udfa


من لمحته بعيد يمشي فز قلبي قلت اعرفه ..
يوم انا قربت منه هذا خلي هذا وصفه ..
بعد ماطول غيابه التقينا دون موعد ..
واحلى شي ان الحگايه گلها صدفه في صدفه ..
ماني مصدق عيوني هذا خلي ولا غيره ..
فرحتي الليله بوجودگ يا بعد عمري گبيره...
أحلى صدفه في حياتي يوم قابلتگ و شفتگ ..
ماگذب من قال ان الدنيا ياعمري صغيره ..
غبت عن عيني ولگن مانقص قدرگ بقلبي ..
تدري انگ وانت غايب زاد من شوقي وحبي ..
قالوا الي يغيب ويبعد قدره ينقص في غيابه ..
وانا قدرگ عندي واحد وانت غايب ولا قريبي ..
صاير احلى وصاير اجمل من قبل مليون مره ..
گل ماشافگ تمنى منگ انته بس نظره ..
شوف نفسگ في عيوني وانت تعرف سر جمالگ ..
ولا اقولگ مافي داعي عن جمالگ انت ادرى ..
يالله سولف لي تگلم حيل مشتاق لگلامگ ..
ابتسم لي ياعساني گل فدوى لبتسامگ ..
قول امرني تدلل وانا تحت امرگ وحاضر ..
الله لا يحرمني من طيبگ معاي ومن غرامي..

 

 

 

This day was the best in my whole life!! A7la 9edfaa<3

 

After two days we want back to kuwait, I wanted to stay more! Maybe I'll see khaled again!:D

 

The first day past quickly while the other two days was horrible!! I'm missing khaled a lot..

 

Thaya3t wagty bel noum 3ashan ma a7es bel wagt bedouna! Jaad my life ma teswa shay men ghair khaled<3

 

I thought about talking to my mom about giving me a mobile! She didn't accept what I said at all and told me *rou7ay kalmay m7amad*

 

 

Ana arou7 akalem m7amad about getting a mobile? A9lan ana ma akalma bas asalem 3alaih men lama 6agney:)

 

 

I went to talk to him, I know the answer will be no! But I'll never give up and I will ask for it all the time!

Chapter 20

 

 

The days was passing quickly! Kel youm ymer 3alay a7la men eley gabla! No tears and no fear anymore..

 

khaled is steeling my life with him! Like no one else is in my life except him<3 I loved the way he thinks and tries to show me how much he love me! He proved his love with everything he can and I started to trust him and feel save.

 

7/7/2010..

 

Deema came to me while everyone in the wedding.. we chatted for hours.. 6ab3an ana ma3ndy salfa ghair khaled!

 

 

While we're chatting the laptop was beside me and she's holding her mobile and each one of us in another world..

 

La t9adeg a3eesh denya 7beeby enta mu feeha! says:
Rawany<3
A7ebk laih ana madry[K] says:
3younha

La t9adeg a3eesh denya 7beeby enta mu feeha! says:
Teslamly 3younhaa;*
Weddy asma3 9outech:(
Bas etha hal shay ythaygech ensay eny getlch

Hmm what's shall I say! Me too weddy asma3 9outa!! Bas akhaf yet3awad;s

Me: dayoum

Deema: hala

Me: chaykay khaloud shnu galy

 

I showed her our conversation..

 

Deema: ra7 tdgeen? *she was surprised*

Me: madry weddy

Deema: yalla fur9a mafeeh a7ad bel bait

Me: adeg?

Deema: eeh bas gouleela ena mu kel mara

Me: ok

A7ebk laih ana madry[K] says:
Wallah madry shnu agoulek
Ok bas it's the first and the last

La t9adeg a3eesh denya 7beeby enta mu feeha! says:
Elley yray7ech;*
Thankyou 7beebty<3

A7ebk laih ana madry[K] says:
Ur welcome;*
What's ur number?

La t9adeg a3eesh denya 7beeby enta mu feeha! says:
xxxxxxxx waiting:$

I quickly ran to take the house phone to hear his voice!!

 

Deema: shway shway la t6ee7een *laughing*

 

I took a deep breath and called him..

My heartbeats are getting faster!


Once I heard * aloo * my face turned red!!

Deema: Yalla rawan redday 3alaih don't be silent and shy *whispering*

 

Me: alo *full of shyness*

Khaled: shlounch

Me: zaina w enta

Khaled: tamam

We kept silent for 3 minutes




Khaled: rawan

Me: hala

Khaled: kelsh ma tewqa3t ench terthain mashkoura

Me: el3afu

 

Our conversation was stupid!! But I was extremely happy:D also his voice was amazing:$

 

After 30 minutes we ended our first call!
We had some subject to talk about and then laughed!

Deema was laughing on how I'm acting and how my face looks!

 

Me: waay ma a9adeg

Deema: haha laish

Me: madry a7es chena mu 9ij

Deema: kel hal wanasa la2nch sema3tay 9outa *laughing*

 

La t9adeg a3eesh denya 7beeby enta mu feeha! says: Rawany I love you!

A7ebk laih ana madry[K] says:
Love you too
La t9adeg a3eesh denya 7beeby enta mu feeha! says: I'm really happy! Thanks a lot
Your voice<3

A7ebk laih ana madry[K] says: :$

 
This day was special! It's was our first call and I'll never forget it! It's the begging of everything..

 

Before I got to sleep.. I remember every single world he said and smile:D

 

Days passed with the same routine.. But the different is that  every day I love khaled more and more! Usually he's in my dreams!<3

Every day I miss his beautiful voice<3 bas maby yet3awad 3ala elcalls.

 

So now I usually call him one time for more than a week!

This summer is the best! I did everything that I want hanging out with cousins, sleep overs with friends, parties..and khaled is enough for a great summer:D

The 3eed is coming so we're travelling to dubai, I didn't mentioned this to khaled until it's left only one week

 

I'm sad of this news because I can't talk to him while I'm travelling! I wish I had my mobile back!!

 

La t9adeg a3eesh denya 7beeby enta mu feeha! says:
7yaty can I travel in eid?

Cutee! Yesta2then mennyy<3

 

A7ebk laih ana madry[K] says:
Sure 7beeby;*
I'm travelling the first day

La t9adeg a3eesh denya 7beeby enta mu feeha! says:
9ij wain?

A7ebk laih ana madry[K] says:
Dubai and you?

La t9adeg a3eesh denya 7beeby enta mu feeha! says: Me too! Bas mafeeh ela 2nd day
A7ebk laih ana madry[K] says:
Great! Have fun<3

La t9adeg a3eesh denya 7beeby enta mu feeha! says: You too;*

 

This week I called khaled twice and it's passed quickly I didn't want it to finish I will miss khaled<3

 

I called him 3 hours before the flight we talked until mama told me that we have to go now!

 

It's hard to say goodbye! Even though it's just few days!

All the time I was thinking of him!

First day I went to ski dubai and had a great time there! The second day we went to Dubai mall had lunch there and then went for shopping it was very crowded and I was hoping to see khaled since he came here! The day passed without seeing him!

 

In the third day we went to atlantis, had our breakfast and then played with the dolphins<3..
After that we went for the aquaventure.. Had a lot of fun! And I'm also hopping to see khaled! I'm searching for him everywhere.. It's 6:00 pm we have to go.. Even today I didn't see him! Omar said he want corn we waited until it's finished.. While we are waiting I turned my head to see where is shahad and she's beside me. suddenly! I heard someone's sleepers is stopping beside us! I turned around and I saw khaled was staring at me! and I recognised that I'm putting a towel around me! Omg!!! Fashlaa 3erafny wela laa2 enshallah laa2 7ady afashel!!



Chapter 19

I called ghalouya and opened the laptop hoping khaled is waiting for me after 40 days! It's really long time.. I'm happy that he told me even though he'll wait for me<3



Sign in with my two emails:D finally my freedom is getting back!<3


Enshallah khaled still love me! What will I do if he doesn't love me anymore? These thoughts didn't go away! I don't want to be shocked at all..


HOLIDAY<3:
Hiiii
I'm baaaaack:D
Miss youuu(u)


Ya ba3adhoum kelohom ya serajy bainehoum<3:
Welcomee back!!:|
Ma a9adeeg akheeran
Wallah more:( ma t9adgeen etha getlech kel youm ajabel msn w an6erch


HOLIDAY<3:
Eeh 7ady mestansa 40 days kanaw chenhoum dahar:'(


Ya ba3adhoum kelohom ya serajy bainehoum<3:
Yala ma 3alaih aham shay al7een eftakaitay;* congratulation 7beebty;*


HOLIDAY<3:
Thankyou 7beeby;*


Ya ba3adhoum kelohom ya serajy bainehoum<3:
Ba3ad How are you and how's the exams? Did u study well wella la2?


HOLIDAY<3:
Good u? Eeh shadait 7aily kafy eley 9ar hal mara etha zafat shakla maku laptop at all


Ya ba3adhoum kelohom ya serajy bainehoum<3:
El7mdellah, ana bageely 3 exams:D 3ad fey nas by9eeroun seniors w entay khalech grade 9:p


HOLIDAY<3:
Loool good luck ya junior:p


We chatted until the next day and I realized that khaled ma deras for his final exam! Kela 3ala shany?


Khaled went to the exam he told me that he studied before..


I'm happy and scared in the same time! Happy because everything is getting like before and I'm scared of the report..


7awalt ma akalem khaled wayed 3ashan yadres..


One week later..

Khaled finally finished his exams and started to chat with him 24 hours..


It's The day of the reports! Allah yaster..


I didn't sleep at all.. I was scared as hell! 6oul elweek a7lem ena I fail or I didn't solve the exam..


Calling ghalouya and telling her to come to the school, I really missed her!


I went to the school and saw ghalouya there.. We took our reports! Besmellah..


My heartbeats is getting faster and I'm sweating! Ghalouya shouted and hugged mee!


Ghalouya: ma a9adeeg

Me: cham

Ghalouya: 90

Me: oooh 3al barakaaa *hugged her*

Ghalouya: 3ad yalla shoufeeha

Me: wallah 7ady khayfa ma aby an9dem



Ghalouya took it and saw it.. Her face ma ybasher bel khair!


Me: saq6a? *shocked*

Ghalouya: laaa el7mdellaaah 83

Me: el7mdellah


I wasn't really happy with this grade but it's better than the last time..


When I came back I told mama about my report and she was happy and started to talk to me normally:D


I'm acting like a crazy! Mu m9adga I passed! :D


I talked to khaled he wasn't talking to me like everyday.. I asked him if there is something wrong happened? He told me that he failed! And his father took from him the car..


He had a silver porsche car, his father gave it to him and he drive without a lisen..


7aram kan wayed mestanes ra7 yeftak men high school al7een yesqa6? W his father yakheth mena elsayara w ybee3ha bedoun la yadry!



Kela menny ana ma khalaita yadres, kela ga3ed yesoulef weyay! Al7een ana eley khalaita yesqa6!



After few days..


Khaled told me that today is his sister's graduation.. He took a picture with them and send it to me..


La7thaa! Mu hathy nada?? The girl in the gym and noura's friend!! Ooh yess she is!!


I told him that I know his sister but maybe she doesn't know me or remember me..


He asked if I can go to the graduation so he can see me there.. But I didn't go!


Ghalouya traveled and I didn't know about her anything..


Mama radat methel gabel.. And now I'm close with deema more than before..


One day He was out with nada and his mom.. He told me before that he told his sisters about me! And then told her that she know my cousin..


He's in the cinema and talking to me..!


Ya ba3adhoum kelohoum ya serajy bainehoum<3:
Hii


Shaku * hii * bne9 elsalfa?:s


Ana tarany 6airek eley y7ebk mout<3:
Lol?


Ya ba3adhoum kelohoum ya serajy bainehoum<3:
Shlounch;*


Ana tarany 6airek eley y7ebk mout<3:
Tamam el7mdellah mnu?


Ya ba3adhoum kelohoum ya serajy bainehoum<3:
3assa doum;* ana nada:D


Lol? Nadaa!! No comment..

Ana tarany 6airek eley y7ebk mout<3:
Hala wallah;*


We kept talking for a while and she asked me how I knew her.. And she knew that noura is my cousin..



And then he took his phone and said sorry.. Kanat 3younha 3ala mobiley 3refat ena entay fa khatheta w kalemtch.. I told him it's ok bas akhaf tgoul 7ag noura... He promised me noura ma ra7 tadry..



Ely khayfa menna enha tgoul 7ag noura! And now I'm not close to her at all..