Chapter 23

BIRTHDAY GIRL:$ says:
Agoulech shay, he's my boyfriend bas ma7ad yadry

xxxx@hotmail.com says:
Shloun?? He's mine!

BIRTHDAY GIRL:$ says:
Ma adryy, add me bbm better 26XXXXXX
xxxx@hotmail.com says:
Ok

 

I changed my display picture 3ashan ma t3aref shakly aw tkoun shayfatny men gabel..

 

I think she wanted to add me to be sure I'm not kidding with her.

 

 

Latifa Al-XXXXX:
Intay mit2akda?

Rawan Al-XXXX:
Yes!

Latifa Al-XXXXX:
Ana ou khaled 9arlena one year n7eb ba3ath shloun tyeen tgouleley ena he's yours!:)

Rawan Al-XXXX:
wain tkalmeena?

Latifa Al-XXXXX:
Bbm, sometimes phone

Rawan Al-XXXX:
Aha:)

 

 

We asked each other about many things, she insists that he loves her..

 

While I'm talking to her, elkalam mu rathy you9al akeed she's calling khaled!

 

 

At the same time I took the house phone and I called khaled..

 

*Please wait the customer you are calling is connected to another call*

 

Shnu abyy daleeel akthar men hathaa??

Khaled: aloo *sleepy voice*

Me: shouf khaled ana bas aby agoulek kelmetain w ra7 aseda, allah ywafgek, bye

 

 

Until now he doesn't know my number.. So he can't call me at all!

 

Latifa gave me her number and told me to call her!

 

I immediately called her and we had a small conversation, she talks as if she's the loved one, and I was controlling my anger as much as I can!

 

Shocked! Shocked! Shocked!

 

Can't imagine what's happening!! she's talking and I wanted to replay at her but the words aren't going out from my mouth! 

 

 

 

 

Khaled talked to me in msn, as if he knew everything.. Latifa ma ga9erat told him kel shay!:)

 

 

 

 

lat9adeg a3eesh denya 7beeby enta mu feeha! says

Rawan eley entay fehameta kela ghala6
Let me tell you the truth

 

A7ebk laih ana madry[K] says:
As if I don't know about anything 9a7!
Khala9 khaled leave me alone I hate you khalek weya 7abeebat galbek latifa;*
Wela shdarak belly 9ar akeed ehya galatlek kel shay w ashkara gabel shway lama dagait w kan waiting kent tkalemha

La t9adeg a3eesh denya 7beeby enta mu feeha! says:
Rawan ana ma a7ebha she's a friend w tadry eny a7ebch! Ana ma adry laish sawat chetheA7ebk laih ana madry[K] says:Don't lie!! Sawat chethe la2nha t7ebek, wela ma tadry? Lama kent msafer kela takteb topics about you, tsawey like in facebook, t7e6 your picture in msn! Shnu eley ma tabeeny a9adga 3egub kel hatha? Kent adry men zeman bas al7een te2akkadt lama kalamt'ha w enta 6ela3t wa7ed ma testahal wa7da weffeya nafsy 7aram 3alaik wallah 3ashamtny feek wenta 6ela3t tel3ab 3alay! Anyways thanks 3ala kel shay bbye

*appeared offline*




Latifa still there in bbm, but we didn't talk.




I can't express my hatred towards khaled and latifa!



Men kether el9adma I didn't cry! The tears aren't going out from my eyes! Kan weddy a9arekh bas lama elwa7ed yen9dem he stop!and can't do anything!




After few hours latifa apologized!



Lol is it funny?




Latifa Al-XXXXX:
Sorry rawan I didn't mean what I said, ma kan qasdy afarig bainkum:c allah ywafgech weyah;*

Rawan Al-XXXXX:
Lool 3ayal shqa9dech?





LOL! Awal shay tgouly he's mine, and now tgouly sorry w allah ywafgech weyah?



after few minutes khaled called me..



WHAAT? He's calling my number!! Aham shay ena latifa gave him my number:)



Should I answer him or not?



He kept calling more than 3 times but I didn't answer him.



I'm confused when latifa apologized to me? Shnu galaha khaled eley khalaha te3tether wela men nafs'ha?




Tomorrow I have a test! How can I study and many things are in mind! I can't stop thinking..




Wain khaled eley y7ebny men galba? We3adny ena ma ykalem ghairy! 24 hours akalma.. Al7een akteshef ena y7eb ghairy? More than a year! After that latifa tgouly sorry w allah ywafgech weyah! Mu gadra afham eley ga3ed y9eer..




after two hours..


I went to the living room just wanted to forget what's happened..



While I'm walking.. Everything is getting darker!


I can't see things like before it's soo dark and I'm hearing noises from the television I wanted to talk but I don't know why I didn't!



I opened my eyes.. But I'm not in the living room, I'm in the hospital:)



Ga3da a7es eb alam bas ma adry men shnu!



Yousef was behind me sleeping in the chair..





Me: yousef

Yousef: halaa rawan el7mdellah 3ala elsalama

Me: why I'm here

Yousef: 6e7tay ghashyana w eedech enkasrat

Me: omg kel hatha 9ar, enzain yalla khal nred elbaiit

Yousef: elyoum ra7 tnameen hney w bacher te6l3een




Ge3adt at'thakar what's happened! And what khaled&latifa said, and started to connect things together..




When I talked to fahad I loved him but mu kether ma 7abait khaled! KHALED STOLE MY HEART! Laish lama akoun weffeya weya a7ad ye6la3 ykhouny?.. fahad chathabt 3alaih w still y7ebny.. 10 months wala sheft mena shay ghala6! 9ij ena al7een ykalem sara bas ma a7es ena y7ebha kethry..




7asait allah ga3ed y3aqebny 3ala eley swaita eb fahad.. Shloun kan y7ebny w khalaita..


"kama tudeen TUDAN"




After 3 days..



Khaled was calling me daily and sending msgs and I didn't answer him at all.



When I wrote *hospital* in the personal massage latifa said salamat 3asa ma shar! I don't know shnu nawya 3alaih hal ensana!



I went again to the hospital to take a medical report for the school..



Kan 7ail za7ma..
& I was alone chatting in bbm..




An unknown number is calling..
Maybe it's one of my friends or the school?





Me: aloo

..: salamat 7beebty matshoufeen shar

Me: allah ysalmek





It's khaled!!!:)





Khaled: laish adg 3alaich ma tredeen fey kalam lazem t3arfeena

Me: khaled ana mu fathya al7een lama ared elbait y9eer khair

Khaled: laish wainech

Me: hospital

Khaled: ok bas throury akalmech w la tfakreen ench t'hedeeny la2ny a7ebch

Me: bbye

Khaled: bye





Ana bafham latifa kel shay trou7 tgoula 7ag khaled? Wela uhwa shloun 3eraf!




After 10 minutes..


Ana mnazla rasy asoulef in my mobile..
Faj2a lema7t someone is wearing orange t-shirt..
At the same time my heartbeats is getting faster! Wth?
Refa3t rasy wela khaled is sitting in front of me in the chair! :)
I gave him a stare that's full of hatred and hold my mobile again.




When I came back home I didn't call him..
6ab3an kan la7egny lay baitna :)




After 5 minutes he called me..





Me: shouf ya khaled! awal shay hal 7arakat elsakheefa la t3eedha, thany shay I hate youu! Fa khala9 la t2atheeny kel shway dag 3alay mu kafy 6oul hal fatra kent tchatheb 3alay shtaby menny! a9lan e7med rabek eny ma kabart elsalfa


Khaled: please khaleeny awathe7lech.. kel eley galeta latifa ghala6. A3tref eny ghela6t bas mu ma3nata eny 7abait'ha w ga3d al3ab 3alaich methel ma entay ga3da tfakreen. She's less than a friend 3eraft'ha lama ur parents kanaw makhtheen ur laptop kent kela asouleflaha 3anech.. Ba3dain gamat wayed tsoulef weyay.. Sawatly add bbm w bas.. E3terbt'ha methel ekhty w kela asoulef 3anech akher shay an9edm enha gaylatlech chethe? Wallah 6a7at men 3ainy.. Lama kalamteeha ehya dagat 3alay w galatly ena you asked her about me ehya tadry eny ma a7ebha bas madry laish galatlech chethe! Ma galatley enha galatlech ena I love her w men hal kalam kanat ga3da t2alef.. Ba3dain lama dgaitay w gelteely allah ywafgek 3eraft fey shay ghala6 bel mawthou3.. Kalamat latifa again w e3tartaf bkel shay 3a9abt 3alaiha w atwqa3 enha te2assefat w galatlech el9ij.. Wallah ya rawan low entay mu ghalya 3alay chan ma ge3adt adg 3alaich kel youm w a7awel ou9alech b2ay 6areeqa ana ma abeech tefhemeeny ghala6 wala aby akhserch 9a7 ana ghal6an 7agech 3alay kel eley weddy feeh ench tsam7eeny w ma takhtheen bkha6rech I love you w allah yesh'had shkether a3ezzech.


Me: shloun tabeeny a9adgek 3gub eley 9ar? Al7een ana ma a3aref etha enta ga3ed tchatheb 3alay wela la2..bshnu ga9art ma3ak feeh 3ashan trou7 tkalem ghairy kel wagty lek!!



And I started to cry!!!



Khaled: rawan ana asef please don't cry wallaah adry eny ghal6an aseeef 3asany amout al7een etha knt ga3da achatheb 3alaich, maly khlg shay kela ga3ed afaker shloun ashra7lech 7ata madresa mu ga3ed adawem ma aby athgha6 3alaich akthar.. Al7een erta7ay w fakray 3adel I'm waiting love you.

Me: byee

Khaled: bye




I don't know a9adga wela la2! Bas still I love him.. Akeed uhwa y7ebny wela laish ga3ed yet2assaf?




After one week..



Everyday khaled calls me and ask if I'm good or not..I asked latifa some questions about khaled and she said * ay shay tabeen t3arfeena rou7ay se2leeh uhwa * RUDE!!!



Khaled tried everything so I can forgive him.. And I did! My heart is still with him I can't imagine my life without him every problem has a solution..



I deleted latifa from bbm and blocked her in msn. But I can't delete her from my mind!




This is the first time that I hate a person. And I think that she deserve it.



And this is the first problem that we faced in our relationship.




After 2 days I added khaled in bbm..
Everything is getting like before.. He started to call me daily<3



We lived a great days full of love and happiness.