Chapter 19

I called ghalouya and opened the laptop hoping khaled is waiting for me after 40 days! It's really long time.. I'm happy that he told me even though he'll wait for me<3



Sign in with my two emails:D finally my freedom is getting back!<3


Enshallah khaled still love me! What will I do if he doesn't love me anymore? These thoughts didn't go away! I don't want to be shocked at all..


HOLIDAY<3:
Hiiii
I'm baaaaack:D
Miss youuu(u)


Ya ba3adhoum kelohom ya serajy bainehoum<3:
Welcomee back!!:|
Ma a9adeeg akheeran
Wallah more:( ma t9adgeen etha getlech kel youm ajabel msn w an6erch


HOLIDAY<3:
Eeh 7ady mestansa 40 days kanaw chenhoum dahar:'(


Ya ba3adhoum kelohom ya serajy bainehoum<3:
Yala ma 3alaih aham shay al7een eftakaitay;* congratulation 7beebty;*


HOLIDAY<3:
Thankyou 7beeby;*


Ya ba3adhoum kelohom ya serajy bainehoum<3:
Ba3ad How are you and how's the exams? Did u study well wella la2?


HOLIDAY<3:
Good u? Eeh shadait 7aily kafy eley 9ar hal mara etha zafat shakla maku laptop at all


Ya ba3adhoum kelohom ya serajy bainehoum<3:
El7mdellah, ana bageely 3 exams:D 3ad fey nas by9eeroun seniors w entay khalech grade 9:p


HOLIDAY<3:
Loool good luck ya junior:p


We chatted until the next day and I realized that khaled ma deras for his final exam! Kela 3ala shany?


Khaled went to the exam he told me that he studied before..


I'm happy and scared in the same time! Happy because everything is getting like before and I'm scared of the report..


7awalt ma akalem khaled wayed 3ashan yadres..


One week later..

Khaled finally finished his exams and started to chat with him 24 hours..


It's The day of the reports! Allah yaster..


I didn't sleep at all.. I was scared as hell! 6oul elweek a7lem ena I fail or I didn't solve the exam..


Calling ghalouya and telling her to come to the school, I really missed her!


I went to the school and saw ghalouya there.. We took our reports! Besmellah..


My heartbeats is getting faster and I'm sweating! Ghalouya shouted and hugged mee!


Ghalouya: ma a9adeeg

Me: cham

Ghalouya: 90

Me: oooh 3al barakaaa *hugged her*

Ghalouya: 3ad yalla shoufeeha

Me: wallah 7ady khayfa ma aby an9dem



Ghalouya took it and saw it.. Her face ma ybasher bel khair!


Me: saq6a? *shocked*

Ghalouya: laaa el7mdellaaah 83

Me: el7mdellah


I wasn't really happy with this grade but it's better than the last time..


When I came back I told mama about my report and she was happy and started to talk to me normally:D


I'm acting like a crazy! Mu m9adga I passed! :D


I talked to khaled he wasn't talking to me like everyday.. I asked him if there is something wrong happened? He told me that he failed! And his father took from him the car..


He had a silver porsche car, his father gave it to him and he drive without a lisen..


7aram kan wayed mestanes ra7 yeftak men high school al7een yesqa6? W his father yakheth mena elsayara w ybee3ha bedoun la yadry!



Kela menny ana ma khalaita yadres, kela ga3ed yesoulef weyay! Al7een ana eley khalaita yesqa6!



After few days..


Khaled told me that today is his sister's graduation.. He took a picture with them and send it to me..


La7thaa! Mu hathy nada?? The girl in the gym and noura's friend!! Ooh yess she is!!


I told him that I know his sister but maybe she doesn't know me or remember me..


He asked if I can go to the graduation so he can see me there.. But I didn't go!


Ghalouya traveled and I didn't know about her anything..


Mama radat methel gabel.. And now I'm close with deema more than before..


One day He was out with nada and his mom.. He told me before that he told his sisters about me! And then told her that she know my cousin..


He's in the cinema and talking to me..!


Ya ba3adhoum kelohoum ya serajy bainehoum<3:
Hii


Shaku * hii * bne9 elsalfa?:s


Ana tarany 6airek eley y7ebk mout<3:
Lol?


Ya ba3adhoum kelohoum ya serajy bainehoum<3:
Shlounch;*


Ana tarany 6airek eley y7ebk mout<3:
Tamam el7mdellah mnu?


Ya ba3adhoum kelohoum ya serajy bainehoum<3:
3assa doum;* ana nada:D


Lol? Nadaa!! No comment..

Ana tarany 6airek eley y7ebk mout<3:
Hala wallah;*


We kept talking for a while and she asked me how I knew her.. And she knew that noura is my cousin..



And then he took his phone and said sorry.. Kanat 3younha 3ala mobiley 3refat ena entay fa khatheta w kalemtch.. I told him it's ok bas akhaf tgoul 7ag noura... He promised me noura ma ra7 tadry..



Ely khayfa menna enha tgoul 7ag noura! And now I'm not close to her at all..

Chapter 18

Days are passing very slowly! It's was hard time to me, alone without anything or anyone!!

The letters that I did was in my desk BUT! The *K* wasn't there!! I'm sure that I kept them together!
I asked the maid, who was in my room? she told me mama was there!

Ya3ny mama took it!! akeed shafat kel shay bel desk! 3ndy papers feehoum peoms! And the letters! And a paper of what I'm feeling!

Eley mestaghreba mena ana enha makalemtny 3anna wala shay!

 

 

 

I can't describe my feeling! It's too hard! Only Tears can describes everything! Everyday I cry until I sleep..

7asaitne maytaa! Maley hadaf..sleeping, school, studying, and that's it! No friends, no cousins, no khaled! I miss everyone and everything..

3egub ma legait elensan eley y7ebna w a7eba chethe y9eer! Akhaf khaled yensany! Yemken ymel w ohwa yan6erny, or maybe ma yhemma! Bas etha ma yhemma laish se2al 3any? 7ata low y7ebny yegdar yan6erny more than a month? Boys doesn't care about anyone ya3ny bent trou7 fey ghairha! I hope khaled mu chethe! I need to find a solution for this. I Can't handle it anymore, just 1 week passed how can I stay like this more than a month!

Tired of thinking..

Mama still ma tekalemny.. Bas she allowed me arou7 3end deema!:D

 

 

Me and deema was thinking how can I talk to her and khaled! She told me agoul 7ag mama ena 3ndy project w lazem I use the laptop.. ana ma a7eb achatheb 3ala mama bas ma fey 7al ghaira!

 

 

 

Re7t 3end deema hoping to talk to khaled! But the wireless isn't working:c

 

 

When I came back home I went to mama..

Me: mama 3ady akheth elaptop? 3ndy project

Mama: hal project ma 9ar ela al7een

Me: shsawey lazem

Mama: ok bas awal ma tkhal9een tredeena

Me: project ma ykhale9 eb youm

Mama: ya3ny shloun

Me: 6weel ma agdar akhal9a eb youm yalla adres ma yamdeeny

Mama: ok ba3dain tredeena

Me: ok thankyouuu

Finallyyyyy!!! El7mdellaaah mama rethaat! Men kether elwanasa 6oul elwagt I'm smiling..

I took it and ran to my room! My heartbeats is getting faster! Like this is the first time I will talk to my friends and khaled!!

I quickly opened it and sign in with my emails..
First one for my family and friends *offline*
Secound one for khaled! *online*

I can't go online because shahad will know that I'm lying to mama!

Laish eljefa ya 9a7eby:
Hiiiiiii

I'm really happy that I will talk to khaled! He's my life!!

But he didn't replay more than 30 minutes:c ana bel yalla khathaita 3ashan akalma akher shay ma yred:c

Laish eljefa ya 9a7eby:
Miss you:(
Where are you!!
Khaleeed:'(

After 1 hour !

Ya ba3adhoum kelohoum ya serajy bainhoum<3:
Hii Rawaaaan<3
Welcome baack!!
Sorry tawny ashoufa

Laish eljefa ya 9a7eby:
Thankyou;* it's ok aham shay eny al7een akalmek<3

Ya ba3adhoum kelohoum ya serajy bainhoum<3:
7yaaty wallah ma tadreen shkether fegadtech! Kel youm an6erch! Awal elayam maknt adry 3anch, yanaiit wallah dshait se2alt your friends ashwa ba3dha eb cham youm deema galatly!

Laish eljefa ya 9a7eby:
Chenk 7as bey9eer chethee w 36aitek my password!

Ya ba3adhoum kelohoum ya serajy bainhoum<3:
Ya m3adwa ashwa eny 3erafta wala a9eer maynoun ma adry wainch! Mu men 3waydech 7ata wentay 6al3a tkhaleena online! Hal marra kelsh

Laish eljefa ya 9a7eby:
Eeh:(

Ya ba3adhoum kelohoum ya serajy bainhoum<3:
Shlounch? W shloun elderasa!

Laish eljefa ya 9a7eby:
El7mdellah bkhair, ga3da adres 3adel.. Ma t9adeg shloun ana al7een 3aysha! Mama 7armatney men kel shay!:'(

Ya ba3adhoum kelohoum ya serajy bainhoum<3:
Kella menny ana eley ma khathailtech tadreseen w 3ala 6oul tekalmeeny! Wallah asef 7agech 3alay


Laish eljefa ya 9a7eby:
La enta malek sheghel ana maknt arakez..kheft enk tensany

Ya ba3adhoum kelohoum ya serajy bainhoum<3:
7beebty laish tfakreen chethe? Ansa rou7y bas ma ansach! Ana a7ebch abeech tkouneen wathqa men hal shay!

Laish eljefa ya 9a7eby:
Eeh bas madry.. Shloun mara7 tkalemny wala shay akeed btezhag w tdawer ghairy:(

Ya ba3adhoum kelohoum ya serajy bainhoum<3:
3ady an6erch! Aham shay tkouneen bkhair w tredeen tkalmeeny methel gabel

Laish eljefa ya 9a7eby:
Eeh bas ana ma agdar akalmk al7een.. Gelt 7ag mama 3ndy project lazem I use the laptop galatly ok.. I'll used cham youm!:D

Ya ba3adhoum kelohoum ya serajy bainhoum<3:
Hal cham youm mara7 akhaleech 24 sa3a akalmech;**

Laish eljefa ya 9a7eby:
Yalla 7beeby al7een ma agdar akalmek ban6er 3ala ma elkel ynam ba3dain ashbek akalmek tamerny 3ala shay?

Ya ba3adhoum kelohoum ya serajy bainhoum<3:
Salamtech take care! Love you<3

Laish eljefa ya 9a7eby:
Love you too bbye;*

Ya ba3adhoum kelohoum ya serajy bainhoum<3:
Waiting..bye

Sign out

 

I went to watch television 3ala ma elkel ynam, maby mama tshoufny 24 sa3a maska elaptop 3ashan ma tshek.. And then swait rou7y nayma.. Mama came and checked if I'm using it or not and left the room..

And then I talked to him until 4:30 am..

I kept the laptop with me only 3 days, 3ashan maby mama ta7remny mena khair shar..

Bhal 3 days erte7t wayed! Kalamt my friends and khaled! Raddat rou7yy.. 7asait bqeemat elwagt! W shloun ena mu kafy! A7es abey akalem khaled ba3ad! Bas I can't:c I will miss him a lot! Akher shay galey eyah * take care and study well 3ashany I love you and I'm waiting for you 7atta low 6awaltay w latfakreen eny ra7 ansach aw akalem ghairch you're my one and only! A7ebch bbye*

These words khalouny artaaaaa7 w astanaas! Wala afaker ena ra7 yensany! Chethe agdar athaye3 wagty bel noum, derasa, tv bedoun la a7aty! Bas ham ashtagla hal shay mu beedy:c

40 days passed and finally it's HOLIDAY!!:D

Eb hal 40 days wayed t3athabt! Meshtaga 7ag kel shaaay en7eramt mennaa! Mama khalatny a6la3 cham mara weyaha w re7t 3nd deema 3 times and that's it! 9ebart wayed 3ala elholiday! Kent a3ed elayam w elsa3aat! 9ij ena te3abt bas 3eraft mnu eley y7ebny w yes2al 3any! Mnu eley wegaf weyay w sa3adny! Akher wa7ed knt atwqa3a yougaf weyay khaled! Bas kan awal wa7ed feehoum w khayef 3alay!

El7mdellah te3alamt wayed ashya2! W 3eraft qeemat elwagt w elshay etha ra7! 7asait bel nas eley 3aysheen 6oul 3umerhoum chethe! Allah y3eenhoum..




I took the laptop and the house phone! Ma 9adagt 3ala allah everything is getting back!! 



Chapter 17

Mama: men elyoum ra7 tensaina w etha sheftch maska laptop thany ywailech 7atta telephone elbait ma ashoufch masketa, la w ams yayatny ams tabeen te6le3een low adry bhal suwad elwayeh chan ma khalaitch!

Me: yemken ghal6aneen w hathy mu akher report fey ghairha ya3ny I will not fail! Aw3edch eny adres 3adel please la takhtheen elaptop

E7geratny w meshat! I need the laptop shnu hal 7ala eley ana feeha:c

It's thursday! W ana ma7rouma men kel shay! Kafy makhtheen my mobile w al7een khathaw my laptop!

I kept thinking of how can I talk to khaled!

After 2 hours of thinking I fall asleep..

I didn't want to wake up until mama returns the laptop back!

Shahad: bassech noum goumay

Me: ooh khaleeny anam

Shahad: benrou7 7ag cousins yalla

Mama came and told shahad trou7 w tkhaleeny anam! She told her on purpose..

Mama: 7atta maku rou7a 3ndehoum

Me: shnu hatha ta7remeeny men kel shay shda3wa

Mama: entay eley swaitay bnafsch chethe yalla bas namay

My tears are falling! Can't control them..

Awal mara mama t3amelny bhal 6areeqa! Ta7remny men kel shay 3ashan my marks!

I tried to sleep bas ma gedart, fakart shnu ra7 asawey bas ma legait ghair watching television..

I went to the living room and sat, hopping for good movies to watch..

Ma kan fey shay 7elw bas gha9ban 3alay ashoufhom, ma fey shay ghaira agdar athaye3 wagty feeh.. Temanait bacher feeh school 3ala elaqal ma ag3ad bedoun shay..

Ma te3awadt y9eer chethe wala tewaqa3t mama betkoun bhal gaswa!

Around 12:00 am went to my bed.. I cried until I fall a asleep..

Ma kent agdar anam 3adel, kel shway agoum w ared anam, shloun anam bedoun la akalem khaled!!

I woke up the next day at 10:00 am..

Missing everyone! Khaled,deema,ghalouya and the rest:(

How can I talk to them?

I tried to think for a solution but there isn't..

I took out papers and started to draw to waste my time.. And then I started to draw letters.. K , D , G , R
The people that I really missed them!

And thought of writing what happened to me and give it to ghalouya to tell deema so she can tell khaled..

* hello, sorry I can't talk to you these days mama took my laptop and told me everything isn't allowed for me until she sees the next report, I don't know how I will spend my days without you but I'll try my best to return everything like before and study hard, I really missed you please don't forget me and take care i love yoou!.. Please Tell khaled this! :c *

I kept these papers in my desk and left the room, I went to watch television.. Shahad knew what happened and I talked to mama if she can forgive me and I promised her but she refused again!

The house phone is ringing..

Omar ran to see how's calling...

Omar: aloo, eeh degeega..

Omar came and told me that deema is calling, mama told him to tell her I'm sleeping!

And another time someone called and mama said that I'm busy!!

The 2 days passed very slowly! Finally tomorrow is sunday!!

3ala elaqal ashouf my friends! Asoulef weyahom aghayer jaw! Malait men 7akrat elbait!

I slept @9:30, exited for tomorrow!

I woke up at 6:00 am and took a shower, and went to have a breakfast with omar and went to school!

Awal mara astanas eny barou7 school!

All my friends were asking me wain kent laish I'm not online in msn or facebook, they're calling me and they told them that I'm busy..

I talked to ghalouya and told her what happened and she was surprised! I gave her the paper and told her to tell deema what's written in it..

And I told her about khaled.. 7asait'ha khathat bkha6erha la2ny ma gelt'laha men elbeyada, 7ata low gelt'laha ra7 tgouly ena he's a player and so on..

The school day passed normal but I was happy!

After that I went home, had lunch with omar and went to my room..

I sat on my bed hopping khaled and deema knows what happened..

And now ra7 yebayen if khaled y7ebny wela la2! Etha la2 he will not care w ra7 yensany..

I started to study hard to get good grades so I can get the laptop back..

I slept early wishing to listen good news.. And to be with my friends..

I woke up at 6:00 am, awal marra ag3ad men nafsy! And Went to school very early.. I wanted to stay with my friends as much as I can..

 

Me: sh9aar

Ghalouya: gelt 7ag deema w kanat ga3da t7ateech

Me: enzain w khaled

Ghalouya: kan dash your email w se2al deema 3anech gelt 7ag deema tgoula

Me: ashwaa

Ghalouya: shloun dash your email

Me: kan ma36eeny his password wela a36eeh maly ba3ad

Ghalouya: chenna 7as

Me: eeh t9adgeen

Ghalouya: bas el9ara7a ma a7esa y7ebch

Me: kel shay ra7 ybayen

Ghalouya: hmm

7ady estanast lama 3eraft ena dash my email w ga3ed yes2al 3any!! 7asait ena y7ebnyy ma3any ma knt metwqa3a hal shay!


Chapter 16

I chatted with my friends and deema..

Me and ghalouya ebta3dna 3an ba3ath bas still friends.. Not everyday I talk to her bas kel cham youm w bel madresa..

Ebte3adt 3an ghalouya la2n ra7 tadry eny akalem, ma abeeha tez3al menny!

After few minutes I fall asleep.

I woke up around 1:00 pm, I slept a lot!

The first thing I did when I opened my eyes, checked khaled if he's online.. I missed him<3

Ya ba3adhoum kelohoum ya serajey bainhoum<3:
Good morning<3
Rawaanyy yalla wake up kel hatha noum:@
Missing!!!!!!
Wake up:(

Oh he's waiting for me! From 11:00 am!

Laish eljefa ya 9a7eby:

Good morning 7beeby sorry nemt wayed:s

Ya ba3adhoum kelohoum ya serajey bainhoum<3:

9a7 elnoum 7beebty

Laish eljefa ya 9a7eby:

9a7 ebdenk;* shlounk al7een?

Ya ba3adhoum kelohoum ya serajey bainhoum<3:

El7mdellah a7san today ra7 a6la3

Laish eljefa ya 9a7eby:

Ashwaa bas abeek taw3edny no more sikal?

Ya ba3adhoum kelohoum ya serajey bainhoum<3:

7beebty ma agdar:(

Laish eljefa ya 9a7eby:

Mestanes 3ala elly 9ar feek? Ma tekhaf 3ala nafsek! Tara etha enta matkhaf ana akhaf 3alaik!! Khaloud hal marra you broke your leg elmara elyaya shnu?

Ya ba3adhoum kelohoum ya serajey bainhoum<3:

Latkhafeen 3alay enshallah ma ra7 y9eer shay:*

Laish eljefa ya 9a7eby:

Ana shnu ythamenny!

Ya ba3adhoum kelohoum ya serajey bainhoum<3:

Ana agoulch latkhafeen 3alay qeyada

Laish eljefa ya 9a7eby:

Qeyada w metkaser;p

Ya ba3adhoum kelohoum ya serajey bainhoum<3:

Loool! Btw I missed youu.. Khalait ukhoy yakhethly new blackberry 3ashan akalmch madry wain maly.. kel hatha? 3ashanech! Ma agdar ag3ad bedoun la akalmech wallah a7ebchh

Laish eljefa ya 9a7eby:

Me too<3

Four days later..

Khaled mu ga3ed yedawem 3ashan his leg..

Ana arou7 elschool bas chethe..an6er the bell na6ra!

Ma antebeh kela sar7ana aw nayma..

The teachers asked me about the change that happened to me I told him that I have some problems and I promised them that I will try my best to get high grades like before!

Ghalouya told me ne6la3 ana weyaha w deema.. Men zeman mu 6al3a weyaha akthar men 1 month!

I went to ask my mom if she will allow me or not!

Ma a7eb as2al a7ad etha a3aref the answer! wala a7eb asma3 kelmat LA2 eb 7ayaty mahma kan elshay!

Adry mama mara7 tertha bas 3ashan ghalouya ra7 as2alha..

Me: mama 3ady?

Mama: shnu

Me: bas ma tgouleen la2?

Mama: eeh shnu

Me: 3ady a6la3 weya ghalouya please men zeman mu 6al3a weyaha w deema betkoun weyana ma n6awel

Mama: bas hal marra w low yadry m7amad chan ma khalach

Me: ok thankyouuu *happy*

Calling ghalouya..

Ghalouya: aloo

Me: yallaa bser3aa:p

Ghalouya: 7elfaaay

Me: wallah

Ghalouya: waay akheeran yalla sa3a w amurech

Me: ok yalla bye

Ghalouya: bye

After that I called deema and told her to come..

7ady mestansa ena mama rethaat! El7mdellah everything is getting better!:D

After that I went to my room and changed my clothes into red dress and waved my hair..

I'm ready:D

Laish eljefa ya 9a7eby:

7beeby ana al7een ba6la3 tamerny 3ala shay?

Ya ba3adhoum kelohoum ya serajey bainhoum<3:

Salamtch take care<3 bas wain w weya mnu?

Laish eljefa ya 9a7eby:

Enshallah;* Avenues weya ghalouya w deema

Ya ba3adhoum kelohoum ya serajey bainhoum<3:

Can I come?

Laish eljefa ya 9a7eby:

7beeby shloun? Ur legs are broken;s

Ya ba3adhoum kelohoum ya serajey bainhoum<3:

It's ok ayee b3akaza, weddy ashoufch<3

Laish eljefa ya 9a7eby:

Ok 3ala ra7tek;*

Ya ba3adhoum kelohoum ya serajey bainhoum<3:

Kalmeeny men mobile deema 3ashan tgouleely wainch

Laish eljefa ya 9a7eby:

Enshallah yalla bye;*

Ya ba3adhoum kelohoum ya serajey bainhoum<3:

Bye<3

We arrived the avenues @7:00 pm

Kan wayed za7ma! Ma3anna weekday!

We went to lorenzo.. All the time I was holding deema's blackberry and talking to khaled

Men 9ejja ra7 eyee w ohwa metkaser;s he's crazyy!

Ya ba3adhoum kelohoum ya serajey bainhoum<3:

Wainch?

Laish eljefa ya 9a7eby:

Lorenzo u?

Ya ba3adhoum kelohoum ya serajey bainhoum<3:

Bel parking al7een ayee

Laish eljefa ya 9a7eby:

Ok;*

Don't be late bnamshy;s

Ya ba3adhoum kelohoum ya serajey bainhoum<3:

Ok na6er my friend nesa bouka bel sayara;s

After few minutes we went to the cinema..

Ya ba3adhoum kelohoum ya serajey bainhoum<3:

I'm there! Ay wa7da entay?

Laish eljefa ya 9a7eby:

Meshaina;s

Ya ba3adhoum kelohoum ya serajey bainhoum<3:

7asafa:( ana yay 3ashan ashoufch akher shay chethe;s

Laish eljefa ya 9a7eby:

Shasawy;s enshallah next time;*

W e7na ga3deen namshy wela ashouf a tall skinny guy, wearing yellow t-shirt and gray training w 7a6 the cap lay wara w masek 3akaza!

It's him! Khalouud<3

He looks angry! Maskeen bel yalla yamshy his friend kan ysa3da..

Laish eljefa ya 9a7eby:

Just saw you:D

Ya ba3adhoum kelohoum ya serajey bainhoum<3:

Waiin?

Laish eljefa ya 9a7eby:

Yam elelevator;p laish m3a9eb?;s

Ya ba3adhoum kelohoum ya serajey bainhoum<3:

La bas ta3ban bared elbait

Laish eljefa ya 9a7eby:

Salamtek men elta3ab;* I'm in the cinema

Ya ba3adhoum kelohoum ya serajey bainhoum<3:

Aysalmch, have fun;*

A7es ena ze3al! Wella laish kan m3a9eb.. Ohwa yay yshoufny bas ana shefta w ohwa la2 akeed ra7 yet'thayag bas enshallah la2;s

After the movie finished we went back home..

Ma kent aby a6awel 3ashan mama tkhaleeny a6la3 again! El7mdellah wayed estanast a7es kel shay ra7 yred methel gabel w a7san:D

And then went to my room and changed my dress into yellow pj's :D opened the laptop and started to chat with khaled<3

Ya ba3adhoum kelohoum ya serajey bainhoum<3:

7beebty this is my password xxxxxx

Laish eljefa ya 9a7eby:

Laish?

Ya ba3adhoum kelohoum ya serajey bainhoum<3:

Entay 7beebty w lazem t3arfeen kel shay.. w tshoufeen eny ma akalem ghairch

Laish eljefa ya 9a7eby:

Ok:D this is mine xxxxxxx

We chatted until 4:30 am and slept..

I woke up @6:30.. Washed my face and changed into the school uniform and ate breakfast with omar.

I'm sleepless! 2 hours is not enough:(

The time passed quickly and took my report card!

7addy khayfa menha! Ma aby ashoufha adry bnafsy eny mu yayba zain.. Ma derast!!

I took the paper out of envelope.. Besmellaaah!!

Omg!! Laa2 musta7eeel.. I took F? F marra wa7da! How come!! Shnu ra7 agoul 7ag mama? Or 7atta my friends..

I went back home.. Ate lunch with omar bas knt 7addy met'thayga men my mark! It was 79! The first semester I was an A student! And now? 79 with F!

Omar gave mama his report and he was happy! And I went to my room and pretended to sleep..

Mama opened the door..

Mama: wain shahadtech

Me: b-e-l j-an6a

Mama: laish ma waraiteeny

Me: nesait

I gave her the report and she was shocked!

Mama: shnuu hathaaa

Me: madryy

Mama: fey a7ad eyeeb hal 3alamaa? W saq6a ba3aaad entay shnu ma te7eseen ma t3arfeeen ma9la7tech bas 24 sa3a mjablatly hal laptop! Hathy akhrat'haa *shouting*

I didn't say anything..

She came to take the laptop! WHAAT?? The LAPTOP!!! No please don't:'(

Chapter 15

Why did he talked to me!! He's a liar! 3egoub ma 7abaita w 7asait ohwa eley ra7 y3awethny 3an kel shay! Bas 7asafa eny feta7tla galby..

La2 maybe his mobile 6efa? Or maybe 9ar feeh shay!

I have to wait for an hour w enshallah algah online!

I'm really worried 3ala khaled and shocked eb nafs elwagt la2n ma adry 3anna shay! Etha ohwa ma36eeny block or not!

Many thoughts in my mind! Kel shway teyeeny fekra..

Well. Should I call him? Bas men wain! Akhaf ma yred and he calls again w atwahag;s

I went to shahad's room to waste my time..

Me: shahouud emshay nesba7 bel pool

Shahad: 7addech fathya

Me: ya3ny sh3ndch yalla 3ad maby asba7 brou7y

Shahad: maly khelg

Me: ok ok!

Ya3ny gha9ub rawan think of khaled! W 7ateeeh!

Calling fatima.. my friend 3eraft'ha men elgym w men fatra lay fatra we call each other w nsoulef in msn..

Me: aloo

Fatima: olaa shakhbaryy

Me: hehehe

Fatima: zain dgaitay

Me: ba3ad shsawey lahya

Fatima: bassech heyataa

Me: hehehe 7aram 3alaich bas hal youmain w 7asdatney 3alaihoum

We chatted about random stuff.. Suwalefha tewannes!!

After 2 hours we ended the call..

I went to my room to check if khaled is online or not!

Huuuf! He's not! Lay metaaaa w ana ga3da 3ala a39aby??

Re7t ashouf tv with omar.. And had an early dinner..

La2 laish elwagt mu rathey yamshy! I'm dying to know were is KHALED!!!

It's 2:00 am and he didn't show up!

Hathy awal marra ag3ad hal kether without khaled..

nemt bedoun la a7es eb nafsy 9ej al7een 7asait belly ynamoun w ohma ga3ed yfakroun aw y7atoun shay!
Ana eley m7ayerny ena ohwa waina? Ok etha ma yabeeny? Laish ma gal! 3ala elaqal a3aref ma ag3ad me7tara!

I woke up around 12:00 pm..

Checked if he's online or not.. He's not:)

I took a shower and straightened my hair and wore black top with light skinny jeans..

I'm ready for our family gathering, 3ala elaqal alahey nafsy w etha ma kalamny today ya3ny akeed he blocked me..

Bas shloun arou7 w ma akoun online! Akhaf yashbek w ma yelgany, la2n blackberry may9eer ydzly offline msg..

I went to the gathering.. Salamt 3ala elkel then ge3adt weya deema I told her what happened w getlaha ena aby astakhdem her blackberry..

Re7na ge3dna bel 7adeeqa 3ashan ma7ad yshouf eny 3ala 6oul maska deema's blackberry..

6oul elwagt kent asoulef 3an khaled! 7asait ena deema wedha tethba7ny..

I gave deema the blackberry and went to have lunch..

Ehya kanat ga3da in front of me.. Wela te6al3ny bnathra ena goumaay!

Me: ne6ray khal akel ba3dain

Deema: la2 now bser3a

Me: ok

Deema: shoufay khaled kalemch

Me: 7elfaaaay

Finallyyy!!! Estanast wayed lama galatly chethe 7asait eny 9ej a7ebba!!

Ya ba3adhoum kelohoum ya serajy bainhoum<3:
Hiii:(
Missing<\3
Rawan I'm sorry!!


Laish eljefa ya 9a7eby:
Khaleeed!! Waink laish chethe tsawey feeny! One day passed bedoun la akalmek wala adry 3annk? :'(


Ya ba3adhoum kelohoum ya serajy bainhoum<3:
Asef 7beebty ams engelabt bel sikal and I'm still in the hospital knt abey agoulech bas tawa khathait blackberry ukhoy 3ashan akalmch

Laish eljefa ya 9a7eby:
Salamat ma teshouf shar, shlounk al7een?


Ya ba3adhoum kelohoum ya serajy bainhoum<3:
Elshar ma eyeech:* El7mdellah al7een 9ert a7san men ba3ad ma kalamtch 6oul elwagt knt afaker feech awal marra ymer youm bedoun la akalmch!
Laish eljefa ya 9a7eby:
Eeh 7beeby khawaftny 3alaik knt ga3da a7ateek! 3abaly enk mara7 tkalemny again men 3eraft eny rawan not maryam


Ya ba3adhoum kelohoum ya serajy bainhoum<3:
7beebty ana geltch ena it's ok a9lan a7san ench swaitay chethe, ma abeech tfakreen bhal 6areeqa la2n low shnu y9eer mara7 akhaleech ana a7ebch!!


Laish eljefa ya 9a7eby:
Meta ra7 y6al3ounk?

Ya ba3adhoum kelohoum ya serajy bainhoum<3:
Ymken b3ad 2 days.. Ryouly maksoura w elbajy rathat 3adeya


Laish eljefa ya 9a7eby:
Kela men elsikal:) hathy akhreta hospital!


Ya ba3adhoum kelohoum ya serajy bainhoum<3:
My brother eb yamshy:s meta ma gedart ra7 akalmch:* tabeen shay?


Laish eljefa ya 9a7eby:
Salamtek take care! I'm waiting


Ya ba3adhoum kelohoum ya serajy bainhoum<3:
Enshallah bbye:*


Laish eljefa ya 9a7eby:
Bye

Ya ba3adhoum kelohoum ya serajy bainhoum<3 is offline..

9ej eny kalamta bas few minutes! Bas 3ala elaqal kalamta w 3eraft waina..

El7mdellah allah setar.. W te2akkadt ena ohwa y7ebny.. Ta3ban w 7alta 7ala! Ysoulef weyay kether ma yegdar bas enshallah ye6la3 bel salama w 3ala 6oul akalma!

I didn't eat my lunch.. I took deema's blackberry and went to the garden..when deema finished she came and sat with me.. after talking to khaled I gave her the blackberry..

Me: khaleeh 3ndch bas please kel shway check it

Deema: ok, waaay ya7laila ta3ban w shebak 3ashan ykalmch!

Me: eeh 7beeebyy maskeen

The day passed quickly.. Sowalef w the7ek weya cousins, had fun:D

We sat until 11:00 pm and went back home.. I Quickly ran to my room and open the laptop to sign in..

Huuf! He wasn't there.. I changed my clothes into colorful pj's and sat on my bed listing to music and waiting for khaled..