Chapter 9

Our relationship is getting much closer than before! We adore each other!! I think we are the best couples in the world!

T3arfoun lama tchathboun elchethba w t9adgounha? Ana chethe 9ar feeny!

7sait eb ghal6ety bas still etha dera shnu ra7 y9eer!

Now we are in April.. El7mdellah 9arlena 7 months <3 a7es chenna 2 months mu akthar..

Ghalouya started to love a guy named Bader,
He's 16 years old, asmar, 6weel, jesma zain..
She told him that she's Dalal 15 years old and she kept lying and lying!

Ely yshouf elghala6 3ala ghaira w mashy feeh ma9arla shay elnas tsawey nafsa! Elwa7d ma yfaker belly ra7 y9eer ba3dain wala yet7asaf ela lama yjareba..

Fahad told his sister about me! I was shocked why did he told her!! Lay hal daraja y7ebny?

It's 4/6/2009..

xxx: rayouumtyy
<3: hala 7beeby
xxx: wain ga3da?
<3: my room laish?
xxx: bsam3ech shaghla 3ady?
<3: eeh bas shloun?
xxx: yeebay headphones w ra7 aba6el elmic
<3: ok

xxx.... Accept , Decline
<3: Accepted

Fahad: Rayouum?

I didn't replay

<3: asm3ek yalla

Fahad: ok

He started to sing

GHANU L7ABEEBY W GADEMOULA ELTAHANYY FEY 3EED MEELADAH 3ASAHAA 100 3AAM

EFRA7 7BEEBY W E6LEB AGHLA ELAMANY ELAILA YA 3UMRY TENADEEK ELA7LAAM

His voice was AMAZING!

Fahad: Kel 3am w entay bkhair ya elghalyaa allah ykhaleech ley w wala ya7remny mench 6oul el3umer.. wallah kubartay w 9ertay 16:p

OMG!!! Did I told him that my birthday on this date? Actually I don't remember! I'm lying about everything I can't remember what I told him;s

<3: ooh!! Wenta bkhair thankyou wallah 9edamtney

Fahad: hehehe 3ayal bas entay tfaj2eeny eb my birthday

<3: lool;p

Fahad: fey a7ad ga3ed al7een?

<3: la2 naymeen

Fahad: khala9 3ayal redday 3alay meshtaaag 7ag 9outech yal dalouuu3aaa;p

<3: loool:$

Fahad: yallaaa

Me: hii

Fahad: 7elfaaay? Ga3deen msn tgouleely hii *he started to laugh*

Me: hehehe

Fahad: akheeeh 3ala hal tha7ka doum hal wanasa

Me: weyaak


Fahad: ameeeeen

We didn't talk for a while..

Fahad: laish sakta


Me: madry

Fahad: a7ebch

A7ebbaa lama yegoulhaa<3

Suddenly..!

Someone is opening the door! What can I do!!!

Shahad: RAWAN!

No no please fahad don't listen!!

I quickly sign out!! I didn't even thought of closing the mic or keep it mute! I was so scared! I don't want shahad to knows what I'm doing!

Me: halaa khara3teeny!!

Shahad: laish


Me: faj2a tdsheen 3alay 3ala baly nemtay


Shahad: mafeeny elnoum shrayech nshouf movie?


Me: la2 al7een banam bacher madresa

Shahad: ok

She left the room..

I'm in a trouble! How can I solve it!!! Should I tell him the truth now? No he's happy I don't want to change his mood!

Calling noura..

Please wait the costumer you are calling is connected to another call

Kelsh mu wagtaa!!! :)

Noura: aloo

Me: noura please help meee

Noura: sh9ayer


Me: shahad dashat 3alay w ana knt akalem fahad bel mic!

Noura: aay shay w entay men meta tkalmeena mic

Me: kelsh mu wagt as2eltch al7een shasawy w elmu9eeba ena shahad galat rawan gabel la a9eka! Akhaf semaa3haa

Noura: sheftay shloun al7een entay khayfa w y9eer feech chethe kel hatha la2nch ga3da tchathbeen 3alaih


Me: nouraaa

Noura: gouleela kanat ga3da tsoulef

Me: ok ok

Noura: yalla bye

Me: bye

I took a deep breath and sign in..

xxx: reeem??
<3: sorryy bas shayoukh dashat 3alay!

*shayoukh is instead of shahad*

xxx: 9ar shaay?
<3: la2 ashwa bas galatly happy birthdaay
xxx: ashwa khara3teeny 3ala baly sme3tch!!
<3: la2 el7mdellah!
xxx: sema3t'ha tgoul rawam madry shnu mnu kan weyaha
<3: la2 kanat ga3da tetkalam bel mobile
xxx: aha tegdreen tetkalemain now wela la2?
<3: eeh
xxx: ok

xxx... Accept,Decline

<3 .. Accepted

We kept talking until 5 AM!!

@6:30 alarm started to vibrate:)

Aaah I need to sleep! :'(

I went to washed my face and changed into the school uniform and checked if omar is awake or not! Yes he is.. And then went to eat breakfast!

At school..

Ghalouya and the girls were sitting and chatting about random stuff and I was sleeping on the desk..

Lulu tried to wake up me but I told her if they asked tell them that I'm sick..

The time passed and after two hours I woke up..

Ghalouya: ghal6ana ba3ad tabeen nyeeblech l7af?

Me: rasyy y3awerny please bala 7anna

Ghalouya: akeed etha nayma 7ata bel classes!

Me: shsawey ma nemt ela 5

Ghalouya: laish enshallah mu 9a7ya matdreen 3ndch madresa

Me: embala bas 6afch ams sh9ar bughait anchak men fahad w shahad

Ghalouya: ambaih shloun

Me: tkhayelay ana gayla 7ag fahad ena my birthday elyoum! Nesaiit eny gtla wela yba6el elmic w yghaneely w galy kel 3am wentay bkhair 3ala buna 9ert 16



And told her the whole story..




I was waiting the bell to ring I wanted to sleeeeeep!




@3:00 the bell rang and went back home


Me: 3amour taghada ana banam


Omar: ok


I went to my room, changed into a white pj and opened the laptop..




Sign in


xxx: welcome birthday girl
<3: thankyou:$
xxx: shloun elmadresa?
<3: kela nayma:s
xxx: 7ata ana ma 7ethart el9eb7
<3: nemna met2akher:s
xxx: elwagt bser3a mesha ma7sait feeh:s
<3: eeh!! Yalla ana banam ok?
xxx: sweet dreams
<3: bbye<3



Sign out


After a couple of days my grandpa is getting worse.. He's very sick! My parents traveled again and sat one month there hopping my grandpa to get well!

 

I talked to fahad all the time.. In the morning msn.. And when everyone sleeps I open the mic<3


Fahad did a song for me! It was parts of songs together<3 all about love!


ELEOU7 LEK MA3A 9A7EB ELROU7 NAZA3AH..
EL7UB TADRY MAHU BEEDY!


KEL MA 3ADAIT ASBAB 7UBY LEK AGHLA6 FEY EL3ADAD W A3ED MEN THANY!


MEN SHEFTK MAYETEN FEEH W ATKHAYELEK W AFRA7 EB 6AREEK TA3AL YE3L ALLAH YKHALEEK!


WESH 3NDY GHAIR 3YOUNK WESH DENYTY MEN DOUNEK!


BAT7ADA EL3ALAM KULLU WANA WEYAAK W BA2OUL LELDUNYA B7ALHA ENANA BAHWAAK!


KEL MA TABY MEN 3UMRY ANA 36AITEK 7ATA ELKHAFOUG YAN6EG BKELMAT 7BEEBY!

A7EBK 7UB MA AGDAR A3ANED FEEH E7SASY!


MADAM 7ELWA YA GALBY DALOU3A LAZEM T9EER!


SAWAHA GALBY W 7ABK MA 6A3NY WANA 3AN EL7UB NAHEEH ELTHAHER ENA MAYABY GHAIR GURBEK 3AF ELJMEE3 W AWAL ELNAS RA3EEH!


YA WESH BEGA BA36EEK MENNY WALA JAK MABAGY ELA ROU7Y A7YA BAHA LAK!


7BEEB ELGALB MEN GHAIRY YE9OUNK! TKHAYAL TEBT3ED 3ANY YA GHALY 7YATY MALAHA 6A3M BDOUNK!


EQTERB MENNY TARA ELDENYA FURA9 W EKHETH MEN SHOUGY ETHA SHOUGAK NEGA9!


DENYAK DENYAAY HU 7AD YESWAK!


MA TESHOUF GHAIRY W GHAIRK MA ASHOUF MA TARAKT 3YOUNY TENATHER SEWAK!


ENTA EL3AZIZ ENTA ELMUHEM ENTA!





Days passes with the same routine..





But once we opened the mic and the camera!

 

He was wearing a white polo shirt, and I was wearing yellow dress..


Fahad: RAYOUUM


Me: Hala


Fahad: Me7lawa meta g9aitay sha3rch


Me: hmm gabel cham youm


Fahad: 7elw *he smiled*


Me: thankyou

Fahad: a7s 7ail tghayartay 3ala akher mara sheftch


Me: yetrawalek


Fahad: ymken


After one month my parents came back, my grandpa is still sick he isn't getting better at all!



after one week..

 

I was hanging out with my friend when I came back.. I opened the door and sawmy family were sitting downstairs!


Me: ooh ga3deen t7at! Ghareeba


Baba: rawan yadech tewafa gabel shway



Shocked!!!



Me: allah yer7ma



The tears was falling slowly I can't imagine that my grandpa pased away! I love him!!!!



Baba: bacher el3aza bel bait fa lazem tnamoun 3nd 3ametch mara7 yamdy te6l3oun el9eb7


Me: ok enshallah



I went to mama and hugged her she was crying too!





Mama: yalla 7e6ay aghrathech shway w benrou7


Me: enshallah




Waiit!!! How can I talk to fahad!!!!




Should I take my laptop with me?

Rawaan it's 3azaa! I decided to keep it at home..

 

I called ghalouya and told her to tell Fahad that I can't talk to him these days..

 

After two weeks.. I've completely changed!

This is NEW RAWAN!

 

Wayed t2athart eb wafat yaddy w 9ert akhaf men kel shay ghala6 asaweeh la2n ay la7tha yemken amout!

 

xxx: good morning sweetie

<3: good morning

xxx: shlounch elyoum enshalla a7san?

<3: el7mdellah

xxx: :*

<3: fahad

xxx: hala

<3: busy?

xxx: afthaaleech 7beebty amray bghaitay shay?

<3: aby agoulek shay bas please mabeek tez3al menny wala tet'thayag