Chapter 7

Noura: shfeech?

Me: 6ala3nyy yat 3ainy b3aina ambaih ymken 3erfnyy

Noura: shloun by3arfch w ohwa mu shayfch!

Me: madryy lates2leen

back to home..

Awal ma dashait elbait wela m7amad ga3ed bel 9ala awal ma shefta ekhtera3t!

M7amad: men wain rada

Me: marina knt weya noura

M7amad: 9ij wallah w laish matgouleen

Me: sorry nesait

M7amad: ya3ny omy ra7t khla9 te6l3een 3ala kaifch

Me: elmarra elyaya bagoulk

M7amad: ok

I went to my room as quickly as possible! I was so scared thaks god ma9arakh 3alay!

I changed my dress and went to shahad's room..

Me: ambaih shahoud shda3wa y3a9eb

Shahad: ba3ad 6la3tay wala geltay 7ag a7ad chena ma7ad mas2oul 3anch!

Me: ya3ny wain brou7 akeed bared!

Shahad: 7ata low lazem ta36eena khabar aw 3ala elaqal tgouleely

Me: uuff enzain



I went to my room to check if fahad is online..


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xxx: welcome my love
<3: thankyou
xxx: anytime
<3: :D
xxx: wain re7tay? 3ad sheft wa7da 9gheera madry laish thakertny feech

Ooops!! Shagoula? Maby y3aref ena hathy ana!



<3: marina, 9ej:p laish ya3ny?
xxx: 7ataa ana! Kentay eb chocolate bar?:o
<3: 7asafaa:s knt eb fridays
xxx: la2 ehya shakelha 9gheera bas madry laish tethkartch
<3: ahaa



Low yadry ena hathy ana shysawey:s a9lan laish tethakrnyy!


xxx: estanastay?
<3: eeh u?
xxx: eeh bas 7asafa ma sheftch:(
<3: :(



After few days.. The day that I'm traveling to my parents..

@11:00 am

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<3: good morning<3
xxx: good morning sweetie
<3: how are you?
xxx: good
<3: hope always:*
xxx: 7beebty meta btsafreen?
<3: 3al 2 bnrou7 elma6ar
xxx: will miss you aloooot:(
<3: mee too I will the laptop etha gedart ra7 akalmek
xxx: wanasteeenyy!
<3: bas mu akeed etha gedart:s
xxx: 3ady ayeelch elma6ar?:(
<3: 7beeby shloun bakoun weya my brothers:s
xxx: ok khala9 3ala ra7tch
<3: love yoou

Kelsh maby aza3la bas magdar ashoufa akhaf yadry bkel shay w etha dera ra7 yetghayar kel shay;s


The time is passing quickly.. @1:30 was ready..
<3: fahoud:( I have to go tamerny 3ala shay
xxx: salamtch 7beebtyy take care will miss you aloot please lat6awleeen I love youuu have fun
<3: enshallah you too, bbye
xxx: bye

At the airplane..


There was a chair empty beside me I hope no one will sit!

I was thinking of fahad! I can't imagine a day without him!

Faj2a wela wa7d yeg3ad yamy maly khlg 7ata ashouf mnu..
..: RAWAN?
Lafait wayhe wela ashouf *Ahmed*
Ahmed Is one of my friends when I was in elementary.. And then I changed my school and didn't know about him anything..
Me: oh halaa ahmed *I smiled*

Ahmed: mashallah matghayartaay!

Me: hehehe eeh

Ahmed: shlounch

Me: tamam u?

Ahmed: tamaam el7mdellah

Ahmed: missed youu men zman 3anch!

Me: thankyou eeh 7ada

Ahmed: how's ur school?

Me: zaina but mu a7saan men eley gabel
Ahmed: eeh akeed la2ny feeha

Me: hehehe

We kept chatting about old stuff.. And then we fall asleep.. He asked for my number I refused to give him.. And then he asked for my email.. I gave him..

Finally we arrived america!! After 18 hours in the airplane!

My parent came to pick us and then went the hotel..


Days passes and I didn't talk to fahad only 3 times and ahmed added me..
Shahad: rawan

Me: hala

Shahad: mnu fahad?
Omg shdarahaaaa laish chethe ga3d y9eer feeny!!

Me: mnu hatha

Swait rou7y madry 3an shay!

Shahad: ana eley ga3da as2lch mnu

Me: shdaraany

Shahad: ams wentay nayma ga3da tetkalemain w ga3da tgouleen fahaad

Me: ana:o

Shahad: eeh !

Me: eeeeh knt 7almana eb wld khalty fahad

Shahad: hmm

Ashwaa 6afaat 3alaiha!



Two weeks later I came back to kuwait with my family:D

Home sweet home<3

Ana banaam la7aad ydesh 3alaaay *I shouted*

I was lying..


I went to my room and quickly opened my laptop! I really missed fahaaad!!

sign in..

x elmesafer ra7 x: 7beeebtyyy el7mdellah 3ala elsalamaaa miss youuuuu
<3: allah ysalmek ana akthar!
He changed his topic..


xxx: w akheeran radaitaaay:D
<3: eeeh 7adaaa
xxx: shloun elsafraa
<3: ya3ny n9 w n9 tadry 3elaj
xxx: hmm aham shay ghayartay jaw
<3: eeh bas I really wanted to come back!
xxx: laish?
<3: magdaar ma akalmk:(
xxx: eeh wayed 6awaltay:(
<3: sorry 7beeby:(
xxx: it's ok:**

We chatted more than 3 hours and slept..


I woke up @8:00 pm


Noumty maglouba men elsafra:s

I opened the laptop..

Sign in..

xxx: good evening sweet heart<3
<3: good evening my love<3
xxx: zain gemtay 9arly sa3a na6rch:s
<3: sorry knt ta3bana
xxx: salamtch men elt3ab feeny wala feech
<3: allah ysalmk 7beeby smella 3alaik
xxx: ana ba6la3 shway w bared bas knt na6rch tgoumeen
<3: ok enjoy
xxx: enshallah bbye
<3: bye


I went to the living room.. Nobody is there! I checked their rooms it was empty!


I took my mobile and saw 5 miss calls.. From mama and shahad!


Calling mama..
Me: aloo

Mama: hala mama tawch tg3deen?

Me: eeh wainkom ma7ad bel bait!

Mama: bait yadech kelna metyam3een g3dnach ma g3dtay

Me: weeh ma 7sait bnafsy:s

Mama: khala9 yalla badlay w t3alay

Me: ok bbye

I went to change my clothes.. I don't what to wear all my clothes was in the bag!..


I decided to wear short colorfull dress and went to my granpa's house..


All my family was their.. I really love gatherings<3


A7s gloubna 3ala ba3ath!


I sat with my cousins chatting in random stuff..


And then noura told me to come with her..

We went to the garden since there wasn't anyone..

Me: sh3endch yaybatny hney!

Noura: bagoulch shay w maby a7ad yesma3ny

Me: goulay!

Noura: sheftay 7amany?

*7many is noura's boyfriend..

I don't like him yqethny ana weyah ma nwa6en ba3ath! Y3arfoun ba3ath 9arlehoum 1 year aw akthar*
Me: shfeeh

Noura: tadreen 6ela3 y3aref mnu!

Me: mnu?

Noura: fahaad!

Me: ay shaay!

Noura: eeh dazly 9ourta wela ohwa weyahom s2alta mnu hatha wela ygouly rfeejy fahad!

Me: wai3 3ad laish 7many

Noura: gelt agoulch 3shan t3rfeen

Me: ok thankyou

Noura: yalla emshay dakhel la yshekoun feena

Me: yalla


After an hour we went back home..


I went to my room and changed my dress and sat on my bed opening the laptop..


Sign in..
xxx: welcome back
<3: thankyou
xxx: wain kentay
<3: grandpa's, makan fey a7ad bel bait kelhom hnak wela arou7
xxx: estanastay?
<3: eeh men zeman ma sheft'houm
xxx: good



Ahmed: hii
<3: hi
Ahmed: how are you?
<3: fine u?
Ahmed: great:D
<3: (y)
Ahmed: rdaitay elkuwait?
<3: eeh u?
Ahmed: enshallah ba3ad youmain
<3: enshallah
Ahmed: rawan
<3: hala?
Ahmed: 3ady agoulch shay?
<3: tefathal?
Ahmed: entay kentay my best friend w always together bas men awal ma6ela3tay men elschool ana madry 3anch! W ba3ad ma kubarna masenaitch dawrtch w s2alt our friends ely bel school maydroun 3anch.. W lama sheftch bel airplane ma9adagt! Finally u showed up! I love you w maby akhserch akthar men chethe! Please latz3leen men hal kalam bas this is my feeling and I can't handle it anymore..
What! Ohwa y7ebny? Men metaa! 9ej eny gabel kent a7ba bas suwalef yahal w kubart w 3raft ena bas chethe.. W al7een ana a7eb fahad wala afaker bghaira!
<3: wallah ahmed madry shagoulk! E7na friends 9a7 w ana a3tebrek methel okhouy bas kena 9ghar w ma hegaitk chethe.. Asfa bas magdar w etha wejoudy bykhaleek tfaker chethe delete me w wala chenk sheftny..

Ahmed: ana asef rawan muqa9dy bas hatha el9ej.. 3egoub ma legaitch tgouleen delete? Khala9 ensay elkalam eley gelta w nthel friends ok?

<3: ok
Back to our side me and fahad<3

xxx: laish sakta?
<3: nothing asoulf weya my friend
xxx: al7een tsoulfeen weyaha w tkhaleeny:(
<3: la tekfa ez3aal:p
xxx: loool:p
<3: 7beeby
xxx: hala 7yaty
<3: ga3da afaker e7na 9ej n7eb ba3ath bas w ba3dain lay meta:s
xxx: laish malaitay menny?
<3: laa2 muqa9dy chethe bas shnu akhrat'ha
xxx: shfeech 7beebty akhale9 men eljam3a w I will marry you!

Galby y3awrny 3alaiih ana wayed ga3da achatheb 3alaih mu qa9dy y9eer kel hatha bas a7eba! W ohwa men 9ejja yaby yetzawjny! Ma fakart shnu ra7 y9eer etha 7baita wala ya 3ala baly 6ary elzawaj ana wayed 9gheera! Shloun ra7 agoula el9ej! Maby y3ayesh nafsa eb awhaam:(


<3: 9ej tawny adry!
xxx: 3ayal laish shayftny 24 sa3a akalmch w akhaf 3alaich w dayer baley 3alaich!
<3: madry:p
xxx: enshallah awal ma atkharaj akh6ebch w entay tkouneen bel jam3a(y)
<3: enshallah:$
xxx: amouut belly yest7ouun:*
<3: hehe:$
xxx: a7bch!
<3: ana akthaar!